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All Time Low

2012-01-22T00:47:00.002+08:00

I guess hitting an all time low has its perks, since it would mean that things can't cannot any worse.

Today was fun, since my sister and I went on a few errands - namely: getting a haircut, plucking our eyebrows and testing comestics in ck. Chinese New Year is just in two days time, but unlike the previous years, I don't feel the festive mood AT ALL.

Maybe this just means that it is time to grow up and keep in mind that reality always kicks in.

"How many wrongs to make a right?"

I suddenly understood what I meant by that.

I'm back!

2012-01-19T01:31:00.004+08:00

It's been a while since I'm back at my own space.
I was reading all my past posts and was just thinking: what was I blogging about?!

Like:
"How many rights to make wrongs right?
How many truths to tell to make lies true?
How many lifes to save to save myself?
How many faces to change to make it pretty?

How many lies are you going to tell to get what you want?
You have an idea, you know it.
You have a thought, you'd do it.

And rest assured, you are going to suffer in hell as silently as anyone else.
Trust me, it would scare you.
If you really knew what's the meaning of the thoughts that have been going through your mind.
Save yourself, while you still can.

like a little wasp
nothing is sweet about me
docs docs baby baby
i tried to be chill but you're so hot that i melted

When would I ever learn how to forgive and forget about the things that happen and the things that ought to be forgotten and forgiven. Some memories just stay forever, others are just forgotten. Ironic isn't it? A memory which you have forgotten, memories which you have forgotten. Once you have forgotten about it, wld you rememeber that from the very start you have forgotten by it?

life after sundown
Plain Jaine
second nature
oh dorothy

Closing my eyes and my heart. Eyes on the prize."

Don't ask me what I was talking about, because frankly speaking, I really don't know.

Well, the reason that I'm back is because I've always wanted to continue blogging about my life because I'd love to have somewhere that I could come back and just... remember what was going on in my life a few years back.

I guess since it is after A levels and that I'm really doing nothing much (i.e. still leeching on my parents), might as well just start now.

I was thinking maybe I could be like honeybunny or lovergirl that I could create a tumblr (actually to be honest, I already have one, just that I find reblogging images really troublesome) or a wordpress like joy perhaps. I changed my mind when I read my old posts and thought, where better to document my thoughts than the place that I've always poured my heart to (besides my private diary)? So, I'm back where I started, at blogspot/blogger? Am so out of the blogosphere that I didn't even know that blogger is under google now! Or is it not? *shrugs shoulders* I think it really doesn't matter actually.

I'm not sure how long will the syndromes of the blogging bug would last this time, but who cares?

I guess typically I'm going to start with RECOUNTING MY DAY. So here you go!

Today started with going to my secretary tan's house:

and ended with a play at ngee ann polytechnic with faie:

-End-

This is my exciting day to you. HAHA or not...

On a side note,
I really really really really pray with all my heart that the thing I'm going to do on saturday (or earlier) would go on smoothly. No scratch that, PERFECTLY. I really want it so bad, and I'm actually losing sleep over the issue. T.T

XOXO

You are my favourite pastime.

2010-11-26T23:16:00.003+08:00

Wow. Been such a long time since I've been back to my own space. Looking back at the life I had, and how much fun I had documenting everything made me want to blog all over again. Though, I know that this is just another 3minshotness (direct translation from chinese) but heck, I'm just going to do it.

So... Where should I begin? Reading back I realised that many things have changed, and I KNOW that I'm a different person right now than I was on 28th Jan 2010.

Let's start with school. School, as always has been... tedious and hectic. I don't know why, but I just can't get the motivation to really start on any work, neither do I have the motivation to concentrate on whatever I want to do. I guess that applies to every teenager in Singapore especially. The stressful environment of competition, the opportunities given and THE FREAKING HEAT, just makes everyone too mad and angsty for school ): School is just like Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix. A must, yet boring.

But school hasn't been all dull and no play. I met someone that I'd treasure for life. Always there, my pillar of strength. With me, against the world. Enough said :3 (Sunshine, you totally know I'm talking about you right!)

And there is my honey coated cheeseburger without pickles (currently in Vietnam). There are so many tough times that we've been through, and I know that this friendship, or should I say sisterhood, will definitely be timeless.

I'm still in the process of having Chem retest, and I don't want this post to be full of thank yous (because that's not the purpose of my visit, perharps next time).

As I was saying, everyone and everything has changed. For the better, for the worse.
But who am I to judge? Who are YOU to judge?

However, sometimes I can't help but start judging people and formulate new impressions of that particular individual as this year goes by. Must be the history analytical skills creeping up on me. I feel sinful doing this, BUT I FRIGGING CAN'T HELP IT.

Oh well. I've totally lost the purpose of my blogging. Bleh not as if anyone will read this eh?

Peace out (Y)

2010-01-28T23:15:00.002+08:00

On hiatus.

Till everything falls back into place.

Year 5 life has been really really hectic, am feeling tired day by day. TGIF tmrw!!
And I hope that you'd be okay, up and about soon (L).

2010-01-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

I break my new year's resolution,
by making a resolution.

HAHAHAHA.

NEED. TO. SAVE. MONEY!!!!!!!!

2009-12-25T00:15:00.006+08:00

REALLY AWESOME BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR!

thank you people for all the surprises :D am so very touch by all of you!! need to go out yesyesyes!

if only honey coated cheeseburger w/o pickles was here, it'd be a perfecto birthday!

WISHING ALL OF YOU A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS TOO~

2009-12-12T02:45:00.002+08:00

OFF TO TAIWAN IN 4 HOURS TIME~!

ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG.

im not as excited for the trip as i was before in the first place because i wna have some time to drown in the POP mood and chillax with my friends. but gng overseas w my family isnt that bad actually.

heeheehee.

58th had been awesome! (L) tulang ftw!

2009-11-28T23:17:00.002+08:00

Life's been awesome mostly because of 58th which made me have someth to look forward to every day of each week till two weeks later. After that wld be taiwan! But then somehow right now, Im very not looking forward to the taiwan trip because I want to be chilling at home, gng online and be excited that I have finished my clt course and then sink into the sense of satisfaction.

But sadly, that's not gna happen. Sigh.

Am tired like 24/7, probably because Ive slept real late ytd night which I sort of regret because of the chatting and yada yada w people. :/ Ohwell, Im not gna do it again. Heehee.

and I dnt knw what I want, and I dnt knw what to do. And I think that THIS FUCKING SUCKS.

2009-11-18T00:54:00.002+08:00

Needs to update my blog!

Life's been hectic nowadays, okay, maybe not really. But have been busy trying to squeeze time to spend with friends so that I wld be able catchup catchup before my one month of mei you kong. I really cannot wait for 58th and taiwan trip! Although that wld mean that I have a lot lesser time in Singapore. ):

Heeheehee.

2009-11-04T16:51:00.005+08:00

I hate confrontation, so I don't do it. But it doesn't mean I don't know what's going on, and does not make me less angrier. Anyway, I had enough, so it's okay.

People say "Don't cry because it ended, laugh because it happened."
But face it, who wouldn't feel upset when it ends?
:(

But I think, like Norine's facebook album name: 4H'09, there would never be a last day!

2009-10-28T22:00:00.003+08:00

Only two more days left ):

2009-10-24T23:31:00.005+08:00

AWESOME ROD'09!

Thank you alpha, bravo and charlie so so so much.
Love all of you very much~

will blog more whn I get all the pictures :*

2009-10-19T21:55:00.003+08:00

HAD A WONDERFUL DAY.

I DNT WANT 4H TO END.

and Im starting to forget what's making me sad,
till now they are back to haunt me again and again.

COULD IT EVER FUCKING STOP?

2009-10-16T22:23:00.001+08:00

I really don't know what to do now.
I can't get over it.

2009-10-14T20:36:00.000+08:00

What do you want?
I can't figure you out.

2009-10-13T22:47:00.003+08:00

Happy day with 4H at ECP playing ball and cycling and rollerblading. Cycled very long and played with cutecute. Vale and Vicky learnt how to ride a bike. Vale and Norine also learnt how to roller blade!!! Near the end although walked very long to the stupid hawker centre to eat and was treated like a dog on the way thr, it was fun eating with mr zong, estee, farrah and cloud and being very very nice mz cabbed us home!!!! Am happy today cos m and d also not pissed at me.

WOOOHOOO 4H ROCKS MY SOCKS OFF. (L)

Am sending alotof people pictures now. Got a feeling if my comp hangs everyone will hate me. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Almost forgot, picture of the day:

2009-10-11T18:57:00.002+08:00

Exams are finally over but now Im very vexed by the fact that a button on my phone turned YELLOW. Okay I knw its no biggie, white phones turn yellow but then its like I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT T.T

GAH BYE TO PREPARE FOR CID PAPER.

2009-09-22T20:50:00.003+08:00

You make breathing easier,

Delta'09 (L)
thr'd never be another.

2009-09-21T00:44:00.009+08:00

I cant wait to:

get over and done with eoys
GO FOR 58TH
go for shopping trips
chill with delta
hardcore bball everyday aft sch 2pm - 630pm
sleep very late
laugh with gila with no worries
share secrets with cheeseburger
shop till i drop!
reread harry potter
go swimming
use the computer without feeling guilty
go overseas with my family (tho i hate the plane ride but I <3 the family time!)
wear nice clothes
throw away my notes (JK!)
go for outings with my friends
watch dozens of movies and eat plenty of food!
blast my music
sleep till i drop!
have fun everyday~~~
(more to be added...)

its been such a hectic month with the preparation of eoys eoys and EOYS. im pretty sure that everyone cant wait for it to be over tho thr are only 23h worth of exams (less than a day!!!) i just cant wait cant wait cant wait. sch actually ends at 31st oct as we are moooooving but then that'd mean less time with gila and 4h ); but we'd go for outings right right righhhht? and delta i cant wait for the next time to go out again since everyone is busy preparing for eoys. we must go chillax at someplace alright i miss you very very very much (K)

"Blink you eyes once,take a deep breathe, listen to the wind, twiddle your fingers, wriggle your toes, think about your family, think about your friends, think about your life, think about the future you could have. And think about how you have taken all of this for granted."

mugger mode back on.

From Cynthia,

2009-09-08T00:37:00.003+08:00

Been a while since Ive blogged. This is interesting, you should try, well at least it got me thinking again:

FIVE things you wish you could say to FIVE different people right now:
I wish you could care more about me.
You are better than you can ever imagine you are.
You are such a bastard.
Hi mom I want to go out and have some fun and give up on finals.
Would you be disappointed if I tell you the truth?

TEN things about yourself:
I love NCC.
Im 152cm, all of you can stop guessing.
I find that thr is nothing wrong with my height.
My dream is to be a doctor or join the army.
I become crazy, and I dnt really care what the f people thinks.
Sometimes I like to keep quiet (shocking I know!!)
I think that in order for me to be my best, I have to feel my best.
I think I'd either die lonely, or well die lonely.
I love playing basketball and go swimming.
I can't do either sports very well.

SEVEN ways to win your heart:
Care a little more, ask a little more.
Whisper in my ears when Im down "Are you okay?"
Listen to me.
Not having to read my blog or ask my friends to know how I feel.
Little texts in the middle of the day.
Get along with my friends.
Same interests, birds of the same feather flock tgt. (strong believer)

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
How to be a better friend.
How to do well for finals.
How do I forgive and forget.
What should I eat later.
How do I be frank without hurting anyone's feelings.
How to stop caring.
How to be a doctor.

FOUR things you do before you fall asleep:
Listen to ipod.
Brush my teeth.
Think about what happened today.
Hope that I'd have a sweet dream.

FOUR things you see right now:
My cell.
TV.
Cups with leftover Apple with Aloe Vera.
Piano.

THREE songs that you listen to often:
You're Not Sorry - Taylor Swift
Mad World - Adam Lambert
No Boundaries - Adam Lambert/Kris Allen

TWO things you want to do before you die:
Be a doctor.
Have a "living funeral" and kiss everyone I love.

ONE confession:
I think I could never love again.

One Step at a time.

2009-08-30T21:13:00.002+08:00

I cant help it but to do it.
I need this to happen to me.
Finals are cmg, no more distractions,
be it you you or YOU.

AND YES FEEI I WANT DELTA DINNER TOO.
misses delta very much.

2009-08-28T17:42:00.002+08:00

I WANT MY LIFE BACK.
the one without you.

Love drunk.

2009-08-26T20:46:00.001+08:00

been the longest time since Ive last updated.
its feels as if a million years have passed.
so many things have change.

have we all changed?
that's the qns.

8 more weeks and few more days.

2009-08-05T01:07:00.002+08:00

i like this because im dancing ballet~

panic attack right now because eoys are coming! $#%^%&$^&#%^
am in a panicky mode now.

cannot wait for several things, one of it is 58th.
feeling so empty without ncc, cant wait to start all over again.

i miss a lot of people, i feel inferior to a lot of people, i feel ugly.

6

2009-08-02T23:01:00.001+08:00

why do you have to come back?
i used to think that you are gone for good.

last thing i need,
is another episode and history to repeat itself again.

the hurting starts again.

Told you so.

2009-07-29T22:33:00.002+08:00

been a very long time since Ive last blogged. many things happened this month. i dnt knw how to say that how much i'd miss ncc, the times that we have when we were cadets and were specialists. nvm, i shall leave all the words for the rod letters that im gna write~

and joy wong we really need to start our prezzies!

i promise a long post next time! back to chem :3

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2009-07-04T00:45:00.008+08:00

1. 4H Delta Girls
2. Art Shot by Cloudy
3. Frederick
4. Failed Group Shot
5, 6. Delta (incomplete D:)
7. Delta with Alpha
8. Delta, squeezing air out of joy
9, 10. Delta with Charlie
11. Delta with Alpha and Charlie
12. Sweet Charlie cookie cake, Alpha, Charlie, Delta
13. Fave Alpha + Feei and Shirleen Shot
14. I think shuwei looks pretty here!
15. Delta with a few Bravos

Finally a long weekend ahead and we can start be in the holiday mood again! However, today chemistry test was kind of hard because I think it is more of application than memorising of facts (which I totally sucked in). I should start working hard already to get a good gpa! JIAYOU EVERYONE.

We all have an expiry date.

2009-07-01T23:46:00.005+08:00

Hi my dear, let's talk about love.

I didn't understand how could people continue loving people who are horrible to them.

I didn't understand why people could tolerate all the flaws in the people they love.

I didn't understand how could people sacrifice so much in the name of love.

But now,

I think why people still continue loving people who are horrible to them,

because they don't want to believe that people they love hate them.

I think why people could tolerate the flaws of the people they love,

because they think that their flaws are what make them perfect.

I think why people could sacrifice so much in the name of love,

because love is what defines humans.

What do you think?

P.S.Do you know that once you pour your heart out to anyone, you can never take it back again?
P.S.S. I'm very glad that I am right.

Put all that aside, quick update.

Today is ncc day, and it probably the last time we'd wear our no3 besides the photoshoot already. Am very disappointed that we didn't have a parade because this wld be our last parade in school alr. Felt very very VERY proud wearing the no3 and feel that this is a part of me that I never ever want to forget and give up at all. After school was sweet and heartwarming. We took pictures with Charlie and Alpha. Charlie had a sweet surprise for us with a cookie cake, delicious icing that says "Happy NCC Day Delta". How ultimate sweet can you get? We also did a cheer and said the pledge and all that make me want to cry all over again. Thank you Part Cs! :D We only manage to take pictures with three Bravos, but there are still other chances okay!

Picture updates soon.

AM NOT GNG TO SCHOOL TMRW!!!

Delta is all the love that we need.

Counting down.

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2009-06-28T21:09:00.002+08:00

In 8 more hours and Im gna get out of bed and go to school. Holidays passed so fast and this is so unfair. I can't believe june is just over like this, its like I havent finish enjoying my life at all. %^*&^%$%^&*(& ohwell on the bright side I can't wait to see everyone again!!!!

Gna (try to) chiong hwk now. Bye!

QIAOWEI YOU SUX.

2009-06-28T00:15:00.000+08:00

Hi miss qiaowei this is your subconscious speaking, I seriously think that you sux to high heaven because you keep procrastinating your homework and you keep saying that you would do it you would do it but you didn't do it! I really hate you for lying and lying and always getting your butt burnt because you didn't do your hwk tmrw is the last day of hols wtf are you thinking?! "I guess" wouldn't get you to med sch you knw?!

QIAOWEI YOU SUX!!!!

2 days.

2009-06-27T20:00:00.003+08:00

One and a half to be exact till sch starts. And it is currently 8pm right now. I shld seriously start on my hwk, but afterall, being me, I can't really bring myself to start on it at all. Because so many things are just buzzing around my mind and then I can't (or dnt want to) forget them.

I know I keep saying forgive and forget, and I keep wanting to don't worry be happy.
BUT WTF TO HELL WITH THOSE I JUST CAN'T DO IT.

And all the fuck that I see in you is you and the other you is you. Wtf do I want from myself and wtf do I want with myself. Zzzz. CAN'T YOU JUST FUCKING FORGET ABT THIS SHITRUCKLOAD FULL OF EMOTIONS AND FUCKING GET DOWN TO YOUR FUCKING HOMEWORK?!

Forgive me, I ain't fucking saint.

Oh btw, Im getting new specs.
Peace out yo.

xoxo,

joycelin: hahaha you gave me a very long tag. yes i should seriously start on some volunteer work. :D hahaha and thanks dear for the advice~ (L)

无翼鸟: thank you liweeee~!

shereen: hi dear thanks for the advice, hope that your sister had a wonderful party! (L)

jiahui: hahaha yup thanks! :D

blu(r)rabbitz: pardon the lame pun, because wo ye very sian ): melody ftw! hahahha.

jaslynn: yah loh! whn sch reopen loh ):

claudia: yes! i can't wait tho handing in of hwk can wait :/

2009-06-27T01:57:00.010+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST JOYCELIN!

Words can never thank you enough for everyth that you have done for me and with me. Hope that you'd have a sweet 16, good loh, you can go to NC16 movies without sneaking in anymore. Jiayou for everyth and don't get too stressed out with things (though I doubt you will heehee). Rmb, delta and I are always here!
I love you v mux! :*

x

SHERMAINE'S BIRTHDAY PARTY!

1. serious center parting; cool tees; spiffy shades
2. cute silas drinking water
3. camwhore 1
4. birthday girl
5. camwhore 2
6. birthday present
7. camwhore 3
8. camwhore 4

I'm sorry for the very slip shot update but am very tired right now. Thr's still chem tuition tmrw morning %$@%^@%. God please help me survive. Holidays are ending, why T.T! Sigh, holiday hwk not even half done, tests are coming. No ncc day parade, am very sad. This sucks, life sucks. At least today was a happy day.

I'm blue babadeedumbeedum

2009-06-19T22:11:00.003+08:00

They say that some things feed on your fear, while others just feed directly on you. To me, there's nothing that feeds on people except for yourself. Only you feed on yourself. What could a person do most to you? They insult, they shout, they break your heart, they scold, they maligned. And in the end, when it comes to starting right back again, its up to you.

So I decided that I should really really stop feeding on myself already. And perharps do someth that is more of a use instead. Maybe I should start keeping myself really really busy. :/ mmm that's a thought.

On the flipside, these few days or weeks (Im not really that sure anymore) Ive been thinking, do I really want to continue being in this when Im feeling a mixture of that two opposite feelings. The both are so strong that I dnt knw what to choose anymore. To think about it, all my heartbreaks came from there. And all my happiness and life came from there too.

If it was you, what will you choose?

And to you,

I always thought that you understand, but then seriously I don't think that you do. Ohwell. What I said came true and what you promised didn't. I was sad for a moment, for that brief moment on the bus ride. But then after thinking for a while, I realised that I have so much more out there for me than lamenting on you.

I can't really say that I'm relieved right now, neither can I say that Im really over it. But at least I can say that I'm glad I saw this coming.

VERY RANDOM:

DELTA I LOVE YOU V V V V V MUCH.

Stupefy.

2009-06-18T21:30:00.002+08:00

The first thing on my list today is,
PART Cs ARE BACK FROM THEIR SPEC COURSE!
Well done all of you! :D
Rest well today and tell us your many interesting stories next CCA.
RVNCC FTW!

Its been a really long time since Ive last posted because everytime I wanted to rant or someth, I'd just feel very "forget about it". Ohwell. This holidays have been, fulfilling. Because I did more things that I did in the previous holidays and it feels more shuang because of all the freedom that was given to me.

However, apparently my parents are unhappy that I have been gng out too often and have set a ban for me to not go out anymore. But whatever, with some twist and turnings, I hope I can.

Abrupt ending, but harry potter's beckoning me. Bye.

Thinking about you

2009-06-02T21:35:00.003+08:00

Never stopped thinking, never stopped doubting, never stopped yearning, never stopped wondering. When wld you be able to tell me what you are thinking, what you are feeling and what you are wanting? I guess that's the thing between us, that's why we never ever managed to tell the truth.

Sorry for the lack of updates, due to the laggy laptop that I have in hand now. However, my dad updated the ram so its working much faster however I gotta delete song, pictures and documents soon because they are eating up to my ram space lagging my whole computer.

This week will be tiring because there wld be many on going such as hillary challenge tmrw, cca on thurs, moboteebitz and guides campfire on friday. Hardly taking a breather for the holidays. It doesn't even feel like a holiday at all!!

Sigh I gotta work extra harder if I want to get the grades that I want because somehow I just feel that Im not working hard enough at all and should be working more. Afterall I dnt want to look back and realise that Ive been wasting my time at those so unnecessary ruining my future right.

And somehow some people and somethings are just not worth it. Because all I need are those few people who really really really matter. Like them, because they let me feel like I have the whole world together with me. Making me happy almost every moment when we are together. And to me, that is all the happiness that I ever ever need in my life.

Unlike people whom I think is out to get me and haunt me. Although I've always said that I want to forget and I want to get over it but then I know I cant ever really do that, however I'd try. And if it doesn't work TRY EVEN HARDER.

Sometimes I think you(s) mean the world, but sometimes I think you(s) mean nothing.

But somehow I wonder, is this me speaking, or is this jealousy speaking.

Sorry for this very very long and wordy post.
Gotta sleep early because tmrw is Hillary Challenge, WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE.

xoxo

xcountry' 09

2009-05-26T22:29:00.004+08:00

tmrw is xcountry, I should be sleeping right now but then ah whatever. hope that my knees wldn't give way, and then I wldn't lose my voice. but I'd have hell of a fun cheering tmrw, and I dnt think that I'd even mind the sun. moreover, WE GET TO MISS A DAY OF SCHOOL.

but I can't help having butterflies in my stomach when thinking abt the race, thinking of all the adrenaline and the feeling of breathlessness make me excited and scared.

OHWELL.

most importantly, MINO FTW!

words of a wiseman.

2009-05-25T21:47:00.002+08:00

Hi been a very very long time since I have last updated. I'm currently getting quite sick of life now, and then everyday is just getting more and more tiring. Struggling everyday to stay alive, can't wait for the june holidays where I can be with the people I love very very much, and sleep till the sun scorches my butt.

Oh well, I can't wait for xcountry on weds hoping that mino will pon asses of centaur, unicorn, pegasus and gryphon! MINO FTW, and on saturday the open house, where hopefully would be kind of fun, since we'd be performing again.

xxx

Feeling blue.

I'm going to miss all of us a lot and I hope that we'd never tumble down. We been through so much, its hard for me to find people like all of you once again. Nobody understands what we have been going through and the emotional attachments that we have with one another. You have given me strength and the courage to find joy and laughter in everyday. Seeing all of you nowadays make me so happy and upset at the same time because I'm afraid that we wld not be able to stay the same. Not that I don't have faith in us but its just that we are all so busy with different things that we just give up finding time for one another after a long run.

A few more acts and we'll be through. I never dreamt that this day would come, but it seemed to be creeping up our backs as time passes. I really really don't want this to end, and I don't know how I wld live without this because it has been my EVERYTHING, from the very start of my rv life, and then I just don't know how to cope when I know that it would never be the same anymore.

Delta what more can I say than I love you very very much?

xxx

And to you,

(deleted this whole chunk of words) goodbye and forever.

days with you

2009-05-19T22:36:00.004+08:00

After killer biology and history.

MI Carnival with delta lovers.

x

To come to think of it, if the world were to really end in 2012 I'd be really really sad because I feel that I haven't live my life to the fullest yet.

But if the world is really to end in 2012, could you imagine the relief that it would give me from life?

Baby we are tumbling down

2009-05-14T23:02:00.002+08:00

Everything is falling apart.
This is falling, that is too.

And we are.

There are so many things that I want to own and have and then the thing is that I dnt bear to part with the money that I have at hand now. But the thing is that I really really want those stuff and what's the point of having money when you dnt spend them?

I think I just talked myself into buying those wants.
Oh well.

xoxo,

;bluerabbitz: OHNO WHR ARE YOU?!

;feei: YES I CANT WAIT FEEIFEEI! :D

Pack of Lies

2009-05-13T21:35:00.002+08:00

Summarising my day:

1. Slack day in school
2. Ecology in Biomedical (I like this term because it sounds pro)
3. Cool Cartoon (which I forgot the name) in His and Her Story
4. Basketball
5. 3 bottles of drinks (3 buckies $.$)
6. Demoralised during Math
7. Financial Talk (which I found kind of interesting and inspiring)
8. DELTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pretty much showed what made my day today.

xoxo,

;claudy: OHYES XMEN HOT HOT HOT. and yay i saw you today heehee. jiayou for tmrw's paper although i'm sure you'd do VELLY WELLY. :D

;feei: havent yet ): because i dnt knw why i cldn't get the html frm her bluerabbitz. dnt worry i'd do it soon! :D and and yesyes i so can't wait for them to happen!

all I have to say is that, you know what you did best.

Question everything.

2009-05-13T00:02:00.002+08:00

MYEs are finally over and I am really really really happy about it though I know that by the time that my results are back, I'd be sad all over again but then I think I wouldn't want to worry about something that has not yet happened right?

Caught wolverine today, and then hugh jackman is really the hottest man on earth. What's not too love about hugh jackman with that ultra hot bod, hot face, hot voice and hot beard. (drools) Hahaha. But seriously, wovlerine is one of the best show ever.

Been really really sad nowadays but then I realised that I have to snap out of it quickly because life's too short for unhappiness. Crying does help a little, but somehow its not enough. Everytime I want to talk about it, it seems that I'm always alone. And I'm not that sure what's making me sad actually. Maybe its the pms and all those hormones setting in. But the world's being so sad nowadays and I can't help it but to feel a tinge even how happy I am right?

Do you feel the tinge now?

P.S IM BEING V LAZY TO REPLY TAGS BECAUSE EVERYTH ARE TAGS DURING EXAMS EXCEPT FOR FEEI'S. AND FEEI I DNT KNOW HOW TO PUT ARCHIVES! ):

HI FOR A FRIEND

2009-05-08T23:33:00.003+08:00

25 buckies.
SOLD!

7 down, 1 more to go.

Plant Repro

2009-04-27T22:45:00.004+08:00

"Oh hi there, I really need to know how you feel about me. But then come to think of it, so what if I knew?"

Approx 7 days to MYE and just thinking about it makes my stomach ache and want to shit. Ive got a bundle of things at hand which I wna talk abt like: 2012, NCC, weird lame things and etc etc. But somehow I dnt know whr should I start.

Oh well, I think, I am just finding a reason to slack off plant repro, the world of having babies without having sex. I think the world is much happier with just plants and no humans because: 1) global warming wldn happen. 2) plants no emotions. (LOL WTF AM I TALKING ABOUT?!)

"And I realised that, even if I make you like me for who I am, doesn't mean that the rest of the world would too."

So why try so hard yea?

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDY!

xoxo,

;Shuwei: (coughs) gooseberries?! HAHAHAHA. filaments glow too. (DO YOU GET MY JOKE?!)

;Telemugger: HAHAHA telemugger + teletummy = GB GB GB!!! (tellies unite!)

;Vicky: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA OMG TO ME THAT IS THE GREATEST JOKE OF THE CENTURY. betta than wassup b :D :D :D HAHAHAHA.

Somehow I try to find,

2009-04-23T22:36:00.002+08:00

Im feeling like a pile of shit right now and I know why but I just refuse to admit it. They told me to admit it and I wanted to admit it but then it's just so hard to admit someth which is not worth admitting.
Do you get what I mean?

besides that, i had a great time at aar tmrw and a few hours just isn't enough. ): sigh abs we must meet up soon again alright! :D maybe during the june hols or someth :D hehehehe.

MYE's are coming. I can't wait for it to be over, neither do I want it to come. paradox coughs coughs.

Back to (not so) power mugging.

xoxo

;shuwei: HAHAHA glowing like a light bulb~ zomg that sounded bloody wrong.

;telemugger: because everything is taken with you. hahaha and you dnt look crappy! better than me right? i look like im wearing a white shirt in the pictures.

;zhaoxun: YESYESYES can watch alr :D we need to meet up asap!

;joycelin: hehehe go and watch! angels and demons dnt pangseh me okay. and hopefully can lo ):

;kiwi bookworm: hehe thanks! you jiayou too alright! :D

;jiahui: haha thanks :D and nah you wld be the one gng to buangkok~

;daniel: hahahahahha i found you too! and aww man you didn join us for dinner on weds!

look inside, what do you see?

2009-04-18T00:03:00.005+08:00

How many rights to make wrongs right?
How many truths to tell to make lies true?
How many lifes to save to save myself?
How many faces to change to make it pretty?

How many lies are you going to tell to get what you want?
You have an idea, you know it.
You have a thought, you'd do it.

And rest assured, you are going to suffer in hell as silently as anyone else.
Trust me, it would scare you.
If you really knew what's the meaning of the thoughts that have been going through your mind.
Save yourself, while you still can.

like a little wasp
nothing is sweet about me
docs docs baby baby
i tried to be chill but you're so hot that i melted

When would I ever learn how to forgive and forget about the things that happen and the things that ought to be forgotten and forgiven. Some memories just stay forever, others are just forgotten. Ironic isn't it? A memory which you have forgotten, memories which you have forgotten. Once you have forgotten about it, wld you rememeber that from the very start you have forgotten by it?

life after sundown
Plain Jaine
second nature
oh dorothy

Closing my eyes and my heart. Eyes on the prize.

Halo

2009-04-15T23:28:00.002+08:00

Been really really stressful nowadays, everyone is starting to mug mug mug. And let me tell you, to tell the truth, this is my very first time mugging actually 19 days before mid years. Most of my revision came from study days and cramming before the test day.

Sigh, I guess when you move on to year 4 everything starts changing right? :/ Like you are awakened from your slacker's life and then you have to move on to a new class next year depending on the subj combi you take ): and then delta wld have to leave ncc D:

Thinking about a lot of things these few days and nothing ever comes out of my long thinking sessions. I just feel like why am I doing some things when I shouldn't be. Like focusing on things and prioritising things which are not worthy of me to do.

Just like now, WHY THE HELL AM I BLOGGING HERE WHEN I SHOULD BE MUGGING LIKE HELL?!

Okay abrupt ending, but bye!

ps. tag replies soon~! as usual, keep tagging people :*

Shinjuku

2009-04-13T20:21:00.007+08:00

I caught my first nc16 movie and am very excited about it. My family I think esp my dad was traumatised by the gore parts esp when we watch movies tgt, they are expected to by happy and happier. Hahaha how cute.

Midyear's in 21 days and I cannot wait for it to come and then it would be shopping and more shopping and more slacking and lazing arnd during the june hols. But then I dnt want it to come because Im afraid that I wldn do well in it and it is wave goodby to 58th and NCC. Please god bless me tyvm. Then it'd be rod :'(

Lacks pictures, adds pictures!

Killer stairs to Flea titan.

TELLIES UNITE! [GB]

Honey coated cheeseburger FTW!
Valevale actually climbed the killer stairs UP TWICE. Okay stop bowing to her.
HAHAHHAHA.

I find shirleen veddy hilarious in this picture and I can actually block you~! Are you sad telemugger?! Heehee.

And weeeeell, this are all the nicer (key letters: er) pictures that were taken and trust me I look horrendous, big, fat, glowing at wrong places, screwd haired in some, make that MOST of them. HAHAHAHA. Since people has alr posted so many screwed pictures of me, I shant do it to myself. C:

Alright, mugger mode.
Muggers FTW!

Flea Titan

2009-04-11T23:44:00.006+08:00

Today was flea fighting with delta at flea titan and it was rewarding. Hahaha, clothes thr are super cheap and are those which you'd find on blogshops, just much cheaper!! (zomg hyperventilates) Got great buys, esp the romper which costs only FIVE bucks. Was having fun till realised cash no more and hurting feet. I was hoping that I could have taken more money and shopped longer :/ How I wish to titan tmrw again! But its okay, it is mugging/cid4 day!!

XOXOXO

;shuwei

hahaha yea I look forward to see you lah! (K)

;jiahui

pink day?! zomg so gay of you. and stop slacking and viewing blogs during your attachment! and not a need but a want that i wna grow tall. hahahaha. do you get what i mean? and wahlau you big lah cos you old right?

;kiwi general hospital / private kiwi

hahaha you keep changing your identity! and alright C: you too~ and dnt worry thr is more parades coming on!!

;bluerabbitz

because i think very messy :/ and welcome (L) that's good to hear!!! i was worrying sia. and that non-cam phone very lag right?!

;atiqah

yes me can hardly wait too! :D

;feei

HEHEHEH (HIDES CLOTHES) NOW YOU CANNOT FIND THEM ALR~~~!

57th POP

2009-04-10T00:49:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 16th CHILDHOOD FLEN LOVE~! :*

16 alr worXxX (I still have a bloody few more months to go!). Thank you for everyth, and I'm still loving the ten seconds ten shots, super uber close up shots and crazying arnd singing teletummy porn songs. Hope that you had a fun and exciting time with the part A's surprise today~

And I'm wishing the person who took your phone + wallet and has no intention of returning it wld get striked by lightning, which wld make him/her fall onto the road, get knocked down by a car, fly a few hundred yards, through someone's window and into the washing machine and spin a few bloody rounds >:/

Love you many~! (hugs and kisses)

Angsty/Eating Frenzy

2009-04-08T23:18:00.006+08:00

Happy times, happy times.

I look like shit in the picture but then I don't really care because we are such happy kids and didn't care about what's going on in the world. Just us, us and us.

These few days I have been eating like nobody's business and been ap like nobody's business. I had never been so angsty for a very long time and I just keep getting pissed off and angry at things I had never been angry about.

Ohwell, it will pass, I hope

/Edited:

I think that you should know what kind of person I am, and how I feel but then turns out it was all wrong. Maybe you tried and yes I fucking did too, but then everything abt this turns out so fucking wrong that I cannot take it anymore. I don't really care if you have to leave too. Because at least I know you ain't worth that much afterall. You get me?

Angsty angsty. Qiaowei you gotta fucking stop this.

Gloomy M(ondays)(ornings)

2009-04-06T22:04:00.003+08:00

Mondays make me gloomy, because it is the start of the week all over again, same lessons, same teachers, same timing, same things. The only things that I look forward to is friends, reccess, sch end and ncc. Sigh. I hate mornings too, because I have to wake up from my all so very comfy bed and drag myself to the showers and prepare for sch. Hell. And mornings, Im in a baddie moodie because of the bad dreams I have in the previous night in my short 4 hours of sleep. (repeated nightmares and moreover, lack of sleep = cannot grow taller).

Ohwell, I still have a snazzyfuzzywuzzy EOM to do. And then I shall catch ANTM soon!

xoxo, me to you.

Atiqah.: ohemgee, i cant wait to meet the abs on sat! And g'luck! Will be cheering on you! :D

Ohno atiqah, when are we gng to have our outing!!! ):

Shereen: fsd girls will be standing by each other whether we win or lose. so win lose so what? :)

Hehe yes I agree (hugs hugs and kisses kisses) :D

Kiwi OIC: Sry lar, got my NCC Camp as well as Bio SPA, my parents wouldnt allow me to go anyway...

Hehe okay true, studies are the most impt (I CANT BELIEVE I JUST SAID THAT). There are plenty more camps and courses to go to, LIKE 58th!

victoria: whats up b (wasabi) haha i have another joke on mon for you!

YAY KETCHUP!! :D

jiahui: wooots! national 3rd seh!

YESYESYES! (shows off the medal to you)

Adib: Congratulations RVNCC FSD team for getting 3rd nationals! 8) best wishes from West Spring NCC ;)

Thank you very very much! :D

Kiwi Airlines: Dont give up on urself! Overcome the obstacles thay lies ahead of u! And u will definitely find happiness! Keep on going!!! :D

Hehehe thanks kiwi airlines!

joycelin: it's just part and parcel of life with people leaving and coming. learn to deal with it, cos it's not gonna stop.

Its okay, cos Ive got you and MOST IMPTLY you got me :D Hehehehehehe. Aint you touched joywong ap kia?

jiahui: life's like that. and its the ups and downs that makes life fun. dont worry too much about it. thigns can only get better!

Hahaha yup I agree. :D

melody: (puts ice cream cone on table)
melody: (scolds you for no apparent reason in the middle of xcore math)

YAH LO YOU DAMN WEIRD SIA. mai lo di, and xcore math mugging rules rv socks!

Captain Kiwi: Haha, good to hear that u r doing well now!!! Continue to work hard kay, just remember to have FUN while ur at it!!!

HAHAHA you got promoted to captain! And yup, jiayou too~!

jiahui: aahhh ahhh my internet is still down zzzz using a super slow back up wireless now. )=

Go send you internet to the sinseh lo, like joy's one! :D

I cant say that Im exactly happy now, neither can I say that Im sad, I guess Im just stuck in the middle, waiting for something to happen, hopefully, something wld happen?

MUGGER DAY

2009-04-05T23:41:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIQI WORMIE!!!
This picture is taken a gazillion years ago, must take more more more.

Its been a super long time since we last bball-ed together (I meant the long sessions) because of no time no time no time and busy busy busy. One day, maybe aft MYE we must bball together alright love. Jiayou for everything and dnt dnt dnt emooooo on your blog. You know you can always talk to me no matter what happens. Happy sixteenth again, good lo you, can watch NC16 movies liao. Heehee. <3

Today.

Been a very long time since Ive last posted and since I feel like blogging, I wld just leave disgusting math for a while and just, blog. This week has been roller coaster up and down, and Im still not getting over what happened, neither do I thk I wld ever get over what had happened as it wld always stay in my heart no matter whr am I and what Im doing.

I'm missing you already. and I wld continue doing so, forever and ever more.

Love thy freestyle drill, well done very very much. <3

Next week is gna to be hectic because math test is tmrw, CCA is on tues, YOG is on weds, chem test is on thurs and CCA is on friday. Not to mention the fugly tuitions that I have on sat and sun.

Ohwell, at least chem tuition today was fruitful, at least that was what I thk because I actually understand what the relief teacher was talking. Altho he was quite rude actually.

I love the hardcore mugging today at BB macs with valevale and shirleenie because it was useful to the max max max. At least, I did my revision worksheets and cleared some doubts that I had :D Let's have more of these sessions!

Sigh I guess now its back to mugging which is bugging me.

P.S tag replies soon, I promise!

Emotions stirring me upside down

2009-03-26T00:43:00.003+08:00

I keep asking myself what do I want what do I want what do I want.
But till now I still don't know what do I want.

I keep wanting this I keep wanting that,
yet I know that I can't have everyth,
so why do I keep feeling that way?

And what and what what and what
making me fall into a huge dilema on what I want.

And Im afraid that what I want is not really what I want but I was just being rash and immature.

Moreover, people just keeps leaving and coming and leaving and coming and I know that I have to deal with this but I simply cannot take it anymore.

It feels like Im left there hanging swinging and no one ever comes to save me, from these and those and from myself.

I keep running in circles and I don't like it.
Excitement at first, but now I really don't like it.
What can I do?
And what do I want?

Why do people keep leaving and leave me hanging?
What do they want?
What are they thinking?

x

FSD girls, big days in a few days time.
We've worked extremely hard, bruised our knees bloody much, committed extremely lots.
Gone through things which are difficult to understand.

JIAYOU! WE CAN DO THIS.

xoxo

FEEI: HEHEHE YAY MY NGO PLT BEST. <3 YAY YAY YAY RVNCC GIRLS WOOO.
feei: LIZABIRDY HAHAHA.

Hehe, RVNCC PAWNS PEOPLE UPSIDE DOWN :D
And feeifeei, you random pig.

Jiawei: hello (:

HI :D

PEIJIA: HAHAHA. thank you ^^ i know i very cute, i bet you regret what you've typed ^^ LOL.

ZOMG YES. AHAHA.

qianhui: OMG WHAT MY DEAREST LIZABIRD GOT PLT BEST zomg ZOMG <3 OMG! :DDDDDD

HEHEHE (K)

foosiong: heys..whats ur fav colour...hahahs..i noe v.random

YES GLAD THAT YOU KNOW YOU VERY RANDOM. And I have no fave colour neh.

Kiwi OIC: Congratz!!! Heard about ur achievement in ADC! Hahas! Such a pity i couldnt go...really missed all the fun there! :D

Hahaha thanks. :D Yah lo, why didn you go!! ):

hi

2009-03-21T20:50:00.006+08:00

Think straight We are ahead Up chest We are the best

Actually the main reason why I am here is because I realised that I have alotof overdue tag replies. So after being so bored doing my pi (and having my mind on other things) Ive decided to come here and reply all my tags.

xoxo

claudy: haaaaaaaa with you arnd :) is sooooooo much joy okay i just typed in broken english :D

hehe thanks claudy and whr got broken lah. HAHAHA your england pro-er than my one alot. SEE!

peijia: HELLO. thanks for the knee guard. SORRY I FORGET TO BRING IT TO YOU. you tmr bring. i help you wash :D haha. sorry ah!
peijia: HAH :D

Hahahah you are damn cute sia. Let's jiayou together for finals!

JOYCELIN: jiayou for fsd okay okay okay!!!!

HAHAHAH IM SORRY JOY FOR THIS OVERDUE TAG REPLY.

Kiwi Cadet Corps: JIAYOU for this sat's West District FSD competition!!! My Kiwis' from across the globe will come to cheer on the RV team!!!
Kiwi FSD Team: Good Luck in the Grand Finals!!! And congratz on ur win!!! My Kiwis will definitely be there to cheer u on again! :D
Kiwi Counsellor: Cheer up!!! and forget about this 1st, just enjoy ur NCC camp! Don't let this setback affect u 4ever. Dont forget, u have my kiwis to talk to!!! i will send u an email with a story, it should help u!

IM SORRY FOR THIS OVERDUE REPLY TOO! Thanks liwee :D you have always been so nice and caring! And am so sorry for having to give J6 outing a miss today :/

jiahui: wooo! good luck for fsd competition!!! i will give you all my mental & spiritual support!! hahah
jiahui: hahha i'm back from camp! and well done! i saw the performance video. very nice! congrats!!
jiahui: yaay PLATOON BEST!!!!!

HAHAHA OVERDUE TOO. AND YOU SOUND MORE EXCITED THAN ME NOOB.

ZIQI :): Jiayous for fsd competition tmr! jyjyjyjy~~

OVERDUED but thanks zeeki. I miss playing ball with you! :(

pixie: yay congratzzzz luvluv
pixie: hi childhood flen chill yo i hate my parents too yay!~
pixie: SHIRLEEN FTW HAHAHAH ok this is bloody anticlimax but childhood flen~~~ chill + update!! ;D
pixie: yay congratz on your plt best my luv

WE FTW! Hehehehe. Updated, and thank you love :*

Vanessa: Yaye we wooooon!

OVERDUED AGAIN. And let's jiayou for finals alright!

Shereen: heehee like a dream~
Shereen: you're too busy with march camp stuffs siaxxxxxxxxx.
Shereen: DELTA FTW. QIAOWEI FTW. SHEREEN FTW.

Yay march camp's over. YAY WE FTW! and jiayou too for finals kkkkkkk love :*

feei: hi love, i link u already la :D
feei: eh but why u nvr link peepo one v sian lehhhxzxzz, me cannot blog hop from here D:
feei: kiwi O.O
feei: oh ya what
feei: is the guy's blog again alr the leewee.
feei: ahhhhhh. qiaowei qiaowei don worry me fcuk it up too we work hard nex term tgth kayyyy
feei: get lotsa sleeeeeeep ! tmr tmr is ADC ! JYJYJYJY <3

Hehe yay i love you feeifeei~ liwee's blog is shiningfalcon.bs and because link people very troublesome have to change link ): and and we mug together yesyesyes! <3 and thank you feei feei~ :D

atiqah: congrats to your sch, qiaowei! :D you free this coming 14th? :]

ohno Im so sorry atiqah I was at march camp ):

yangcheng: pertaining to your entry about loving our bodies, i guess people are just too conscious about norms that the society has set for them, i.e. fat = ugly, pimples = ugly etc. which is quite sad.

Haha yup true I agree :/

z: hey, cheer up. been through all tht ****. it nvr stops. my parents are always putting the blame on ncc.
z: my parents even made the same decision as yours. they nvr do understand.

Haha thanks :D yup parents never do understand.

jaslynn: hellos darling cheerup alright you're at your ncc camp now HAHA. imy!

thanks dear and Im back! I miss you too!

liqin: my dearest ngo are you back? :)

IM BACK DEAREST MAMA!

ShuJun: Hello Qiaowei!:D

oh hiiiii~

qianhui: darling cheer up okays parents are always like that they worry so much tht their brains get bit screwed so yeah just like tht -.- my luv be strong>:} & know tht delta will always be here for you :)

thanks dear. i love delta. delta ftw!

Back to work again, shall have a proper update soon!
:)

am very upset

2009-03-11T21:25:00.003+08:00

i fucked up my gpa very badly and i actually feel like crying now because of the lecture that my parents gave me just now. not that i feel like crying because they scolded me or whatever (who gives a fuck?) but because they said that this is the last straw and they are going to cut me off ncc. cut off means zero contact, zlich, nothing. fuck it.

they keep saying that ncc is the cause of everything and ive devoted too much into it but wtf you were the one who said that i cannot have passion for anything in my life and i cld never achieve anything in my life and now that i have find something that i truly love you are going to cut my off because of a bloody fucking f9 for my chemistry? now that ive find something that i truly truly want to commit to and you just want to cut me off because of a term that i didn really do well in. fuck it. ive tried to give you everything that i can and prove that im worth everything but then in the end you just seem to brush off like they aint even worth a penny of your thoughts.

i know that it is my big fucking problem that i screwed my results up and handing in my assignments late i agree. im the big fuck here but the thing is even if i dnt have ncc, i wld still do the same because guess what im still the big lazy fuck you have in the house who only use the computer to surf blogs and chitchat. because you know what even if i were to do well like last year when i finally got a gpa of 3 and above you didn even fucking say good job and keep picking on the little things that i do wrong.

why cant you be more like sister and say wah your history very good neh get A1 and not treat it like it nothing. i do need some fucking praises im no superhero. ah you just make me so fucking mad alright.

how im gna end is how im gna stay.

I AINT FUCKING CUTTING OFF FROM NCC. NEVER EVER.

P.S. tag replies not today. am very sorry.

I keep telling lies

2009-03-04T22:34:00.002+08:00

But I just can't help it.

tonight is really gna be very hectic because i wna clear all my homework. okay not that i wna to, but the keying in of marks day is on friday!!!

sigh am really really sick of all the school shit. its always the same old thing same old people that keeps me going on. and the same old dream. the dream is going so far that i dont even know that if i am going the right way to reach what i wna reach.

valkyrie today. not really very magnificent i feel but then it really did touch me very badly ):

okay not gng to talk much. busy busy.

xoxooooo

shuwei: woori damn chio la~~~

YES I AGREE :D

"Why can't we love our bodies?"

2009-03-03T23:28:00.003+08:00

Was googling about Hannah Montana's Slant Eye Issue and suddenly came across this article about women not being able to love their bodies. Read many essays (or reflections) by different women in the world about how unsatisfied they are with their bodies and can you believe it, the youngest is only 12 years old.

I think I was wasting my life away when I was 12.

I think all these stories made me kind of sad because the reason people or women to be exact care so much is because they care much about how people view them as. Why do we always want to be pleasing for the others but making yourself unhappy about your life, your face, your body, YOUR EVERYTHING. Why make your life miserable because of other people. After all, this is your life and not the others right?

My take is that it is very difficult for people to say "THIS IS MY BLOODY LIFE AND I TAKE CHARGE". After all, you can't work alone, and some are just to nice to hurt, while some are too mean and keeps hurting. Always two sides to everything.

Im not sure I made sense in the previous few paragraphs but at least that was what I was thinking on and off (because I was watching a show). I just feel that it is very weird why everyone cares so much about every single one else but themselves. But then some just can't help it right? ):

Talking about self image,
PIMPLES GETTING BAD.
AND BAD BOB HAIRCUT.

Self contradictory.

Sigh, people (namely me) are just weird aren't they?
Human beings, community animals. (shakes head)

I suppose I should talk about my piano exam but it sucks so much which I dnt even wna bother about it anymore.

Bruises on knee due to FSD but to me it is really really worth it. :D JIAYOU ALRIGHT BECAUSE YOU KNOW WE CAN! A few more days wld be the big day alr. Hehehe.

ADC briefing was cool because the trip to HQ is fun with janice and alan. :D Im glad to have the both of you on the trip there. OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN ALAN!

Valkyrie (sp?) with 4H tmrw, cannot wait to see the mooooovie.

Im getting very anxious and afraid what if we lose you. This thoughts keep coming back and all I can do is be _ and try not to think about you. But the truth is you keep appearing in my mind and I'm really really really very very afraid. Please hurry and come back to us. Please.

xoxooooooo,

shuwei: so cool right the lookbook hahaha

YESYESYES. DID YOU SEE THE LATEST? WOORI ROCKS MY SOCKS.

Kiwi Yamaha School: TSKTSK! You wont fail ur Piano exam la! Not when u got sooo many kiwi pianoist to help you!!! And the kiwi piano judge will definitely pass u!!! GOOD LUCK! JIAYOU hor!!! Every kiwi will cheer u on!!!

Ohmy, so many different versions of kiwis! Are you trying to take over the world huh huh huh you evil species of bird. Hehehehe. Thanks (L)

atiqah: huhu D: i miss the TWs too much!!! ADC would be a reunion, with Jefferey, ZL, Eric, Daniel D:

I miss all of you too. And like what I said, a reunion is never complete without you okay :* I cannot wait to see you again!

Falling to pieces, yeah

2009-02-28T23:13:00.002+08:00

very addicted to Break Even by The Script.

am feeling super guilty because I havent been practising piano and my piano exam is next tuesday omf. i think im gna practise my piano later because i know that i'd feel regretful and guilty if i don't.

guilty/pleasure slept for 5 hours today, from 3 in the aftnn to 8 at night so i practically did nothing. now watching tv and surfing net. HOW IRRITATING TEMPTATIONS CAN GET.

god i think im getting uglier by the moment with my not very pleasant looking in the first place face with all those fugly pimples eyebags. can someone please help me?

i super feel, no KNOW that im gna fail my piano exam. weeee.

xoxo

shuwei: i saw the lookbook thing on tammy's blog and i went to google it one! :D

its damn cool i love love the fashion there!

Shereen: HI HAHAHAHAHHAHAH

zomg you random girl (waves hands frantically at you) HEHEHEHEHE

victoria: boo-ey my new tablemate more likke sleeping buddy eh!

heehee tablematey~ we are good kids! we dnt sleep in lessons mah (winks winks) HAHAHAHAHA

pixie: hmmmmmm let me think arh why must I tell you when I change!! HAHAHAHA.

HAHAHAHHA sounds super wrong siaxXx. and why you dnt want to tell me? i want to know when are you changing~~~

claudy: hi hi hi hi cheer up :!! (L)

thanks claudy! (L)(K)(L)(K)

Kiwi 5-star Hotel: ZOMG! 1000 times is enough liao!!! All my Kiwis' (students, cadets, bird, etc) are all CUTE!!! including me!!! HAHA!

HAHAHAHHA YOU EGOISTIC ENDANGERED BIRD! TSKTSKTSK.

peijia: HAHAH. YOU COPY ME

i never okay, is you copy me :p

x

like i don't have enough shit to deal with alr, now i have to deal with shit like you. happy that you made me miserable? zzzz go and and fuck everything up.

thank god for them.

I love you(s)

2009-02-26T21:45:00.005+08:00

and that's all I really know.

x

this few weeks have been full of ups and downs like my life is full of drama. i think the drama is more within myself than me with the others. ive been thinking a lot a lot about what am i going to do with myself and what do i want to do with myself. am i just gna stay where i am and yaya.

am still thinking.
can someone tell me what to do with myself?

i realised that some people matter a lot while others mattered but not worth as much as them. i made a decision between them and i hope that the decision is correct. but we'd never know till the very last moment right?

i hope that all these are worth it. because if they are not, i'd probably just die because when you are deemed as worth it, you mean a hell to me.

am still thinking.

get well soon (L)

xoxo

shuwei: awwww u never ignore me

HAHAHAH you happy already right! anw the first fashion link on your blog is damn cool :D

jiahui: where got spam! so little tags!
iahui: walao okay lor okay lor you all win liao you nvr ignore shuwei but ignore me win liao lor win liao win liao *kowtow kowtow*
jiahui: WHAT! qiaowei~~ they bully me~~ but then you also wont help me zzz win liao lor win liao

yay! dnt need you to say also know that i win liao~

pixie: of coz ignore you larh you outsider lehz
pixie: HI SMARTYPANTIEZ HEHEHEHE

YAY TOTALLY AGREE. and when are you changing it?! :D (not your *coughs*)

Kiwi Cadet Corps: Kiwi Cadets are in the house! So no more kiwi birds from the farm anymore :) Hahas, now only got the handsome kiwi cadets :D

HAHAHAHA. omg liwee i know i repeated this a thousand times alr but you are so cute!

peijia: hello you suck! AHAHAH (1 thousand, 2 thousand, 3 thousand) JUUUUUUUST KIDDING. omg i so lame ^^

!!!! YOU SUCK TOO.

(1 thousand, 2 thousand, 3 thousand) JUUUUUUUST KIDDING~!

jaslynn: LOVES

love (L)

Ð£!£jon™: HELLO!!! WHR'S OUR MUCH PROCRASTINATED OUTING?! anw, ask ur sis abt my chalet thing, not cfm yet, but most probably will hv, wna come along?

ooo okay tell us again or someth?

atiqah: hey....zhenlin suggested all the TWs meet up during the fsd finals :D

YESYES OKAY! :D

Think

2009-02-21T13:07:00.001+08:00

"When you loved the one who was killing you, it left you with no options. If your life was all you had to give, how could you not give it? If it was someone you truly loved?"

- Breaking Dawn, Stephanie Meyers

Writers' Block

2009-02-19T21:56:00.002+08:00

Been having writers' block nowadays and have absolutely nothing to write about on my blog. Week's been crazy, have been crazing here and there, many things happened here and there. Realised a lot, gained a lot and I think I've lost a lot too.

The most exciting thing today was going to HQ.
I really really missed it there, the whole atmosphere and such because it made me feel that I actually belong and how much NCC really means to me again.

Joy, Alan and WeiQiang CLAIMS that I talked very loud but then I was just talking at my normal volume okay!!!

Met some friends and then went back home with a heavy bag and file. I actually didn't really take note of it but then Joy and WeiQiang said that my file and bag are massive. Maybe its really time to pack my file. NAH!

XOXO,
(IM IGNORING JIAHUI AND SHUWEI)

Shereen: HAHHAHAHAHAHHAAHHA ZOMG JOYCELIN'S TAG FREAKING FUNNY.
Shereen: HAHAHHAHAHA TO SHUWEI'S TAG. Kendrick is the only resource, that's limited, suey siaxxxxxxx.

But then Joycelin was spot on on what I was doing! HAHAHAHA. And yes I agree with you~!

Kiwi Farm: Haha :D I not cute la... All my Kiwis' are cuter, and they like to thank you for ur comment!!! Hahas :)

ZOMG LIWEE THIS TAG JUST MADE YOU CUTER. HAHAHAHA!

pixie: shuwei and jiahui are spamming your tagboard haiz so childish its ok qiaowei i am here to say wo ai ni so bu yao emo liao larh

YAH LO I AGREE THEY ARE SPAMMING MY TAGBOARD. HAHAHAHA. And awwww so sweet. I'm not emoing liao lah :*

AND SHUWEI WHR GOT LITTLE TAGS, ITS SPAMMING!!!!!

It don't break even

2009-02-16T20:47:00.003+08:00

I'm holding on your rope got me ten feet off the ground.
I'm here on what you say but I just can't make a sound.
Tell me that you need me then you go and cut me down.
But wait, tell me that you're sorry didn't think I'd turn around.

Mmm a bit of difference, but what's so much of a difference?
Crack.
Crack.
Crack.
Crack.

I wonder how long would it take?
For me to really do it.
Mmm. I guess I just had to keep wondering.

Apart frm the fact that I'm still having headache/runny nose/cough/sore throat, everything is actually going quite okay for me (except for the above mentioned item, but let's not talk abt it alright).

But school is still being a bitch, life is still being a bitch.
I'm still being a bitch.
Grrrr. I hate this.

AND KNT'S PI.
Shit.

Okay bye.

xoxo

shuwei: eee u paedophile like jiahui... like kids tsk tsk

WHR GOT. BINGDA IS JUST SO VERY CUTE. HAHAHA!

jiahui: wth why suddenly i inside picture shuwei you and kendrick then scandal lah!
jiahui: eh pikachu you better take good care of yourself okay. get well soon! =)

LOL Shuwei and Kendrick got scandal meh?!
And hahaha okay thanks :D

atiqah: haha, aww. thank you qiaowei! i honestly wonder when the hell is AAR? I want to meet all of you now now now!!!

What's thr to thank about! :D Yah lo, I seriously miss all of you and wna meet up very soon D:

Kiwi Farm: Dont worry about the next J6 outing!!! My kiwis' will take care of it! But it will take some time for them to think cause their intelligence now that high! :D hahas

Hahahaha zomg liweee you are very cute leh~!!

XOXO,

2009-02-15T23:15:00.002+08:00

Kiwi Farm: Zomg!!! All my kiwis are dying of depression :( So, for the amount of time they have left, they will be cheering u on!!! :D Cheer up!!! All the Kiwis will be behind u all the way! Hahas

Liwee that's so sweet of you! :D Miss you v mux. J6 OUTING?!

jiahui: aye.. stay strong okay! dont you dare be like this! must be happy!!!

Hahaha okay IM HAPPY :D

zhaoxun: lololololol outing is procrastinated :O

Yah lo, how come no outing ): Been a gazillion years since I last saw the three of you. I miss you v mux too.

qh: helloo.. happy valentine's..
jiahui: happy valentine's day! =D
hayzell: happy vday!

HAPPY V DAY! :D

bingda: yo!
bingda: happy v day. (but still no shake hand)

YO BINGDA! HAHAHAHA YOU ARE THE ULTIMATE CUTE. Why no handshake?! And I treat your sweets as v day gift alr huh. :D woooo~

joycelin: LOL. QIAOWEI I BET YOU'RE SMILING LIKE A KEESIAO NOW.

ZOMG HOW YOU KNOW ONE! Must be telepathy. HAHAHAHA

pixie: HAHAHAHAHA TO JOYCELIN'S TAG

IM ON NATURAL HIGH NOW!

Begging you for mercy

2009-02-10T21:49:00.005+08:00

Life's being such a bitch.
School's being such a bitch.
I'm being such a bitch.

Grrr, I hate this, it keeps happening.

RESOLUTION:
Enough of emoing, stay happy and go lucky :D

P.S.

Hey there, I'm quitting _.

But then, as they say:
Quitters never win, winners never quit.

I can?

XOXO

£!£jon™: omg u're rly gettig crazy! zzz, i'm like stoning at work everyday~! kinda wna go to a roller-coaster, WHERE'S OUR OUTING?!

HAHAHA OKAY TRUE OUR OUTING HAS BEEN PROCRASTINATED.

jiahui: hahha dont care she still siao woooo!
jiahui: hahahaa you look cute in the photos

Hahahaha SHE IS NOT. And YAY~

pixie: hi am only tagging with this name for once bcoz i hope you find it funny yay laugh more ok my siaokia~
pixie: luv you now and 4ever childhoodflenzzzz

YAY I LIKE THE NAME PIXIE. MAYBE MY CHILD IS GNG TO BE NAMED PIXIE AND I LOVE YOU V MUX TOO CIDMF CHILDHOODIEFLEN :D

SA: Mr N.? queer... someone's using my old name around here apparently...
SA: and Qiaowei, about today...just want to tell u to cheer up! The class is cheerful cos of u... if u are sad... something's missing... that's all... hope u dun mind...
SA: but well sometimes seeing a classmate so sad and emo... makes me want to do something... regardless of whatever the class has against me...
SA: so well uh... hope u all wont hold anything against me...
SA: well maybe Qwei has an insanity strwak in her when it comes to flaming... but well I doubt that Mr N was me...
SA: *streak

Haha. Thanks.

zhaoxun: Yosh!

Yoooo~

Shereen: HAHAHAHA can you stop being so gross when you flame people?!

HEEHEEHEE. LIKE THAT THEN FUN MAH!!

cynthia: heeeello! (:

HELLO THIA~ I WNA BBALL!

joycelin: LOL! yay you got me~~~ :D and don't stress over life!

Awww how sweet! Heehee you have me too~ :D

Redox

2009-02-09T00:29:00.004+08:00

Hello today was a great day because chem tuition was great fun, tho I had bloody 3 hours of math tuition before. I finally understand what in the hell is redox and oxidation state (CAN YOU BELIEVE IT OMG). So Im glad to say that maybe I'd just fail by ABIT for chem test. HAHAHA. I seriously doubt that Im able to passzzzzzzz. :/ But nvm, used to it alr. Ah whatever stop ranting about chem.

Tmrw is gng to be a long day again and then Im kind of dreading everyday of life but life has to go on so I gotta stay strong yada yada and just deal with it.

HAHAHAHA. I just realised I just typed a long chunk of words without any commas or whatsoever. Seriously I am just entertaining myself. WOOOO. I like entertaining myself. DNT YOU LIKE ENTERTAINING YOURSELF ALSO? BECAUSE I REALLY LIKE ENTERTAINING MYSELF.

Okay, Im tired.

BEST NINE SHOTS CREDITS TO PIXIE.

XOXO!!!

geri: hi weiwei!!!!!

HELLO GERI STEP STEP STEP! :D

jiahui: why your post so fierce? =/
jiahui: joycelin you siao liao

Because I was in a bad mood. Hahahaha. And I know what joycelin is laughing at so she is not siao okayayayay.

bingda: hello qiaowei. why ur blog so emo and fierce. VERY SCARY.

Zomg hello bingda you are the cutest!!! HAHAHAHAHA.

joycelin: hahahahahahahah

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA. (yay you get me I get you)

claudia: hi chem tuition is damn fun:)

YES BEST SUNDAY :D

Back to square one.

2009-02-08T17:00:00.002+08:00

So Im back to square one. AGAIN.
This is happening for so many times alr, Im actually used to it.
And what makes me sadder is I dnt even feel much even if it keeps happening.
Mmm it gets me thinking, shld I just stop whatever Im doing right now.

And P.S MR N,

You are such a fugly bastard that is a big fat liar and you ought to cry yourself to death. No wait, that's too kind for you. You ought to peel your own skin off bit by bit and then use scotchtape to tape them together and use your own skin to whack yourself and every step that you take wld be painful like shit and you wld get what the hell it means to be _ by you.

Done.

XOXO,

2009-02-05T22:30:00.003+08:00

Bio and LangArts test tmrw, too hectic too hectic.

What happened?
And you've got me wanting so much more.

shuwei: ~~~ dont lock ur blog alright?? and lol i got a david santos on my blog too. WEIRD.
shuwei: i am not weird! ~~~~

HEHEHE okay I shall listen to you and not lock my blog then :D And yah lo dnt knw who the hell he/she is. -.- AND YAH LO YOU WHR GOT WEIRD.

jiahui: shuwei, you ARE weird
jiahui: =) stay strong ya?

What shuwei whr got weird huh huh huh?! And :D

endy: blarg =D

HAHAHAHA BLARGS YOU BACK.

janice: you look damn small in your profile pic leh lol *squashes cheeks*

Maybe because I lost my neck in the picture. HAHAHAHA. (runs away frm you~~~)

Eric: When the day that we meet, PLEASE SING SO WHAT :D. You are a cute rockstar lmfao

HEHEHE okay okay. Its been such a long time since I last saw you alr D:

CROWD 2: dun lock your blog, haha who is this David Santos? Also tag on many other ppls blog, what a gl name

Hahahaha. Alright! Shall listen to the crowd too. And yea, dnt knw who is he. -.-

atiqah: qiaowei! teach me daidi.. lol. and i want the womanizer sang in helium video! :D

YESYES but we must meet up soon alright! Hahaha okay soon~!

Urge to kill.

2009-02-02T23:40:00.003+08:00

Okay, I was just kidding about wanting to kill someone.

HAHAHAHHA.

Im thinking of whether shld I lock my blog, change to lj, wordpress yaya because I'm kindof v bored with blogspot alr. Not that I dnt like it, because I think that it is the only online journal which I can really understnad and then I dnt like changes (tho I like changing urls). Mmm dilema.

So nowadays thr are a few ups and downs and Im constantly haveing emotion roller coaster. Whn wld this be over? D:

Anw to you:

Stay strong ya?

xoxo,

£!£jon™: ur smile is not only de same in all de pics, but de same since we were on trip in LA luh =.=
£!£jon™: anw, happy chi 牛 year :)
£!£jon™: AND STOP BEING EMO!!!!
£!£jon™: aww c'mon~~ cheer up alright? take it in ur stride, u're a strong girl, u can do it! jus cheer up

Hehehehe okay I'll try, thanks alright. Happy New Year too!

Eric: taggged, Ah wei. Cya in any outing that i can attend or AAR. Paiseh that outing cannot attend cause too busy le :D

Okay, I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE YOU AND ALL THE OTHER THUNDER WARRIORS!

victoria: QIAOWEI punch your stomach. crazy ass :D

(PUNCHES YOU BACK~~) you crazy piggo. Heehee.

Shereen: i rule yes i know. :D

I rule more~~! HAHAHHA.

melody: i look darmn gross but its ok i am veli the optimistic
melody: childhood flen muz be like me veli the optimistic

HAHAHAHHA you whr got opti, and then we are done w CID4!!!!

shuwei: yay u blog pictures cuz of me im honored~~~!
shuwei: why u change url never tell me~~~

Heehee you ought to be lo, I dnt do that for everybody ho, and then you alr found out mah!

CROWD: Cheer up!!! U got a CROWD here to spur u on!!! Be Happy :D

Heehee okay thanks :D

Kimberly: Loool x.X

LOL?!

David Santos: Brilliant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-.-

jiahui: =D

:D

foosiong: yoyoyo...link me

Hee I dnt link people neh, but then I'd visit your blog alright! :D

Upset

2009-01-28T21:39:00.003+08:00

What can I do to stop this from happening?

Ive been going through this over and over again and then it seems them Im in this big loop that I cannot get out from. Im super sick and tired of this happening over and over again and there is no way out for me. Im just laughing everyday, not telling what I really feel. I really really hate this feeling and I hate myself more for not trying to do anything about it. But recently Ive been so tired, I get this feeling that only they mattered.

And none of that really do matter anymore.

But why give me this and take away so many thing else. Am I not worth to get more? Am I not worth to be more?

Can I have more?

They keep telling me that what matters most is that you control your life, but no matter how hard I try I can't seem to grasp it, let alone control it.

I was so happy and contented, why do you have to come and break my happy dream?

If you didn't think that I was worth it, why the fuck give the bloody shit to me?

Im so bloody, fucking tired of this shit.

And P.S. I dnt fucking let you.

Mmm.

2009-01-27T02:03:00.007+08:00

I have always been thinking what's there between, but then it turns out that somehow I'm not really worth that much that I thought I'd be. Tsk tsk, so what do you have to say about that?

You know, sometimes I feel so depriciated that I actually could just stab you with all the strength that I have?

I'm sorry that for Chinese New Year I gotta have a post like this, but then somehow I just get angrier and angrier by the day. >:(

Pictures from 1st Jan till now:

Daniel Tay and Daniel See camwhoring on my handphone. Zomg.

Must be Eric (insides)

Cute Karen!

Me going uh, me. HAHAHAHA.

Valehonvale~

YAY ONLY SHEREEN WLD DO THIS W ME TEEHEE.

cid4 project working w cidmf!!!
P.S. We didn't do anything at all -.-

Chinese New Year Chu Yi GONG XI GONG XI~! (And I realise I smile all the same in every picture. Shucks!)

Alright, I have been putting off tag replies for a very long time already.
I shall do it!
(I shall just start from the tags I could see on my tagboard alright! :])

xoxo,

KELVIN: heyheyhey!!! im going to rot in school cos of dnt now.. :( do come back soon and enjoy yrself there alrights ? miss you! :D
KELVIN: WELCOME BACK! :d

Hello~! I'm finally back. Heehee. It's been a long time since I've last talked to you already britty! ):

jiahui: geee.. just a few more days and you're back! woo!! rmb my cow okay? i miss you!
jiahui: hurray you're back!!

Hahaha. Yesyesyes. Zomg, no cow.

Kimberly: wot, where are you o.0!

Hello kimmy, I was in New Zealand~

melody: childhood flen!!~~ FLY BACK NOW I WANT CUSTOM TIMER CRAZE.
melody: hi cidmf hi hi hi!!

Hello cidmf zomg cid is sucha mf and we havent done it yet!!!

ATIQAH: hello qiaowei! :] i miss being room-mates with you and jamie already... and rebecca and kimberly clarke. lol

HAHAHA. I MISS YOU TOO ATIQAH D: Abs and TW outing!

yanming: WELCOME BACK, MY LOELY COUSIN!!
yanming: LOVELY*

Heehee HELLO! Zomg tmrw second round of gambling :D

CROWD: hey! we didnt say anything!!! Haha :D
CROWD: Happy Chinese New Year!!!

AHAHAHA, is your name really crowd? LOL Happy new year to you too.

peijia: hello hello! thankq for the chocs (:
peijia: even though i didnt it them hahaha. cause i allergic t kiwi ): aww.
peijia: LOOOOOOOOOL

Zomg you spammed me. And you are allergic to kiwi?! Sorry eh, didn't know that. But welcome! :D

£!£jon™: lols, u're back, haha! stop being emo luh, u said u wun b emo anymore de, cheer up k?

Hahaha kk!! I'd try.

shuwei: update! and lemme see more photos of yourself~~~!

HAHAHAHA. Okay please refer to above! I blogged pictures because of you okay. :D

Eric: hi rockstars. how are u being rocking nowaday? got timme gonna meet up with thunder warrior agn :)

HELLO~! I'm not rocking right now I'm stoning! Heehee alright alright soon soon!

liqin: happy cny!~

Hello dearest mama, HAPPY NEW YEAR TOO K!

feei: HELLO BABYGIRL GONG XI FA CAI ! faster find bf marry okay me wan hongbaos !

Hello! GONG XI FA CAI TOO!!@#!@# I also want a bf, you find me one, I find you one, I give you angbaos you gimme angbaos! Yay then the world is happy because we are happy :D

Deranged.

2009-01-21T20:20:00.002+08:00

Hello after a long struggle between bio and blogging. So its blogging (duh). This few days have been crazy especially when ex thunder warrior happened. It was from the A to the W to the E to the S to the O to the M to the E. Plus coming back to school was hectic because thr is loads of catching up to do and I dnt only mean studies. ;/ Set aside that I do miss Delta and 4H too. ;]

Now I'm missing Thunder Warrior.

(emo bugs bite and it hurts more than sandflies)

Ive been doing alotof thinking ever since I came back from New Zealand and after the talk with Karen on the plane. I wonder about alotof things, widely ranged. Somtimes I wonder if I really am doing my best or just thinking that I am doing my best. Am I just this or I could be more? Or Im much lesser that I think I am.

What do you think?

But no, Im not starting a forum here about "WHAT DO YOU THINK ABT ME YADAYADA" but that was just a random question. Who knows, maybe by starting to think about what I mean and what I meant, maybe you would discover a whole lot more about yourself. By then please rmb to treat me drinks ohio!

How I wish my fullest would be my best.

ME: "IS IT OKAY IF I REPLY THE TAGS TMRW OR THE NEXT TIME I BLOG?"
CROWD: "YES ITS OKAY! :D"

So well, I should follow the crowd's will. Wtf I'm deranged.

Like:

Peace out yo.

exercise thunder warrior

2009-01-11T15:51:00.003+08:00

hello am currently at my hosts house and it is damn cool because they have two stories, a cat a dog and numerous birds. how cool is that huh? am currently talking to mama online because it seems that she is the only one online.

okay tell you more about my hosts, they are like twins (!!!) a guy and girl twins you know. and then im w jeffrey from amk sec sharing the same hosts. all of them are watching heewee now and jeffrey is falling asleep, or in fact have fell asleep.

alright shall update more if i have the chance.
i miss you people :*
JIAYOU FOR CALCULUS AND WHATSOEVER TOPICS!

shant be lazy and do tag replies~

xoxo, from me to you.

jiahui: yaay sch is reopening!!! dont you feel sian of it? but wait! you got thunder warrior! zzzz -.- lucky pichu
jiahui: pikachu pikachu pikachu! *thundershock* *ZAAAAP*
jiahui: have fun in nz yea!
Yea having fun~ and at thunder warrior! what's w the zaap thundershock thing!

shuwei: nononono im a nice person~~~~Yah lah yah lah, you very nice. heehee.

Joseph: hello! omg.. u sound so angry in some posts.. cheer up.. its 2009! (:Im a happy kid now~ thunder warrior~

Kimberly: Finished homework only on 2nd Jan 12am++ X.x bad start to a school year.. And Good Luck!
Hehe Im overseas now good luck w everyth too!

liqin: YAYYYY SCHOOL REOPENED~~~~
liqin: AIRCON HEHEHEHE
mama you sound so psycho!

Shereen: I lub you a lot okay! sorry i cant make it tmrw, enjoy yourself and come back asap. hehehhe.
Its okay! I love you a lot too~

melody: ohno you're in nz now mua childhood flen!! when you come back we spam custom timer ok
HEHEHEHE. I KNOW YOU MISS ME. YES CUSTOM TIMER~! me love.

together we cry

2009-01-05T22:35:00.002+08:00

Today was the first day that we have actual lessons and I almost died in lessons, especially calculus. But it was fun to see the teachers again, Mr Zong with his funny "wahlauehs", Huang laoshi with her sarcasm, Miss Pan and her niceness and Mr Desmond Lim who is still extremely cool and funny and interesting. We have a new langarts teacher, Miss Faith Goh, who seem actually kind of nice and demure (despite the impression she gave us). Lessons were boring as usual. Calculus killed us tyvm. All except history actually. But still, my favourite period is still recess. (wahliew I'm sucha lamomama)

RIP THOSE WHO DIED IN CALCULUS TODAY.
(silence for one minute)

I was still thinking that this year would be a good year actually but somehow everything turned out exactly the wrong way. I hope that this phrase "A wrong start, a wrong year" would not happen. Please no, it can't happen. I hope like what he said, (summarise all) everything's gonna be alright. At least I know that they got my back no matter what and no matter how.

I just hope that you could stop staring and look around and look at me and look at how I feel and look at how pathetic I am right now. Then maybe everything would go back to normal again, like how it should be.

P.S. Tag replies not today :C Sorry.

sch's reopening

2009-01-01T22:26:00.003+08:00

sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening sch's reopening

Yes you get my point.

Orientaion parade tmrw, like what I said before,
We are the best, always, in every way.
C:

xxxxxxxxxx

xoxo, from me to you

liqin: yay UG FTW!~~~ QIAOQIAO SEE YOU TMR MORN <3
YAY I AGREE UG FTW! SEE YOU TMRW QINQIN <3

shuwei: i cant see you~~ you where got stand up for me?? stand taller la
Zomg shushu you meanie! D:

time waster

2009-01-01T14:36:00.003+08:00

Here I am, wasting my time on the first day of the year. I really dnt know how to make myself more useful other than doing my hwk, which I am super unwilling to do (not to mention I havent started on it yet). Grr. And I realised that I still have quite a number of presents that I havent give out. Ohwell, christmas is like over for such a long time and it seem so weird to give out the presents right now or when sch reopen.

TMRW WLD BE THE ORIENTATION PARADE.
So people do your best and make ncc/ug proud alright.
We are the best.

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xoxo, from me to you

shuwei: u got stand up for me meh! i not mother sia... im... im just shuwei la hahahha
shuwei: and oh, happy new year~~~~
YES I STOOD UP FOR YOU!~ HAPPY NEW YEAR TOO!

Kiwi no.1: Happy New Year!!! Wish u all happy, joyous, wonderful, lively and a non-emo 2009!!!
Hahaha thanks weewee. You too! Happy new year C:

azrul: yo enthu girl..haha.. u must have forgotten who am i.. u dunno then u ask joycelin HAHA.. happy new year.. all the best in ncc
YES I RMB YOU. HAHAHA. HAPPY NEW YEAR TOO! All the best in ncc also~

£!£jon™: HAHA! now no more "advanced" happy new year le, it's officially de new year!! haha happy new year! stay happy, n stop emo-ing like u promised in de post! keep in touch :D
£!£jon™: P.S. ARRANGE OUR ROLLER-COASTER OUTING!!!!!
Hahaha. Happy new year! Yups, okay will try lah!

HAPPY NEW YEAR~!

2009-01-01T00:04:00.005+08:00

Hello a new year, a new start.

What's more to say?

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I was thinking for a very long time, whether do I want my first post of the year to be an upsetting one or whatever but then I was thinking maybe when I look back I'd look at how pathetic I am and come to my senses and then go back to the happy person whom I am. Maybe its just pms or someth, but then it's just that, I feel so irritatingly upset every single time although I really had a great time with shirleen, celeste and jiahui. And meeting janice and angel at the mrt station, which all of them make me feel loved, important and special. But then thr is just this sulking feeling inside me that make me feel like I am missing out on someth and I don't know, make me feel pathetically sad right now. It isn't anyone, it's just me. LOL PLEASE TELL ME HOW PATHETIC CAN I GET? When I look back at 2008, I realised that thr are so many things that I should have done, I could have done and what I shouldn't have done. So many things, that I wish I could have undone, so many regrets.

OH WELL.
As I told joy, aft this emoing post, I shall turn into a happy kid and look forward to 2009. Hopefully the first post on 2010 wldn't be like this and I would be happier, smarter and wiser. And not to mention 2009 is NC 16 year! Which means more movie choices since everyth is like rated NC 16 when thr is absolutely NOTHING obscene whatsoever in the movie, at least to me.

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xoxo, replies to you.

£!£jon™: cheer up girl :D b de happy, cheerful n sleepy (on de bus =.=) ngo qiaowei i knw leh, u liddat scary sia, haha! hmm... now.. is.. er.. happy... advance new year? LOLS :P
Hahaha thank you :D Happy new year too~!

Kiwi no.1: Sry, if u dont understand Kiwi no.2 i shall translate... "Hey! dont be sad la! year going to end so must be happy! :)Kiwi no.2: Kik! kiki ki kik ki! Kik ki kikiki, ki kiki ki kikki!!!
HAHAHAHA. Aww you are so cute! Happy new year to you alright!

shuwei: OMG NOOOOO!! i dont look like mother or auntie!! im just... TALLER THAN BOTH YOU AND JOYCELIN BY ONE HEAD.
ZOMG YOU MEANIE! I stood up for you~! ): And and and you are ignoring me on msn zomg zomg zomg (punches you)

Shereen: zemospamo, i love you and that's all i really know. hahaha cheer up!
Thank you shereenie! I love you too~! Happy new year~ C:

eve(:: happy new year QIAOWEI!
Happy new year to you too eve~!

jiahui: woooo hey pikachu! hahaha happy new year!
Im not pikachu alright! Happy new year too small boy~!

Summer

2008-12-30T20:26:00.004+08:00

Parade rehearsal today, burnt and aching knees.

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What are you thinking huh? What do you want huh? Who do you think you are? What can I actually do for you? What do I actually want to do for you? Why don't you just say something? Zzzzz, do you know that I wld hate you forever? As in, v seriously. Do you know that Im actually hating you right now?

Cannot be bothered, not the one anymore, happy actually, tinge of sadness.

You know sometimes I wish that this is over, and I wld just die (zomg Im suicidal) and then live (or die in this case) happily ever after. Maybe I wld be happier, maybe you wld be happier. Maybe, well just maybe, I wld be crying and you'd be cheering. To tell the truth, I dnt really care. Because the subject is you, not any other people. Yes. Im sorry. Because Ive said, I hate you.

I HATEZX YOU.

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Tag replies!

Weewee: HAHAHA. In the end you uploaded like a mighty number of pictures too!

Farizuan: HELLO ITS OKAY W ME. BYEBYE :D

Shuwei: Chey~ I see it alr I also dnt have nightmare. sk4!

Weewee: YES I SAW (refer to my previous tag reply! :D)

Joycelin: Wooo zemogod. Ive been seeing too much of you nowadays. And yes I love your pressie, but I know you love me more. Heeheehee.

Jiahui: No way manzxzxxzxzx.

Janice: HAHAHAHA. Shuwei is a mother~ So is Liqin! :D

Jiahui: Zomg which part of Janice's tag say that huh huh huh. How can you be so mean to say that Shuwei look like an auntie?!

Claudy: Hahahaha. I dnt want sch to reopen~ Altho I wna scare you frm behind again! C:

No air

2008-12-29T21:49:00.003+08:00

Need to breathe, no air left.

I can't believe that the same fucking thing is happening to me right now.

Tell me, how should I breathe right now?

And you ought to know.

So tell me, what do you want from me?

Do you want me to slit the throat or the wrist.

You are killing me.

P.S. Tag replies, not today. Sorry.

J6 OUTING~

2008-12-27T14:57:00.034+08:00

J6 Outing yesterday!
I shall let the pictures do the talking aye.

(Warning: long picture post ahead~)

I met up w joycelin~!

And after the movie, we took a bus to Marina
(why is that guy behind smiling at the camera?!)

Took blurry pictures on the bus.

I think Kelvin looks super hilarious here! HAHAHA.

Aww joy is so cute. Hehehehe.

Kelvin the tourist.

Looking at christmas tree (I think).

Took blurry pictures again~

J6!

Blur, again.

Joy yes I know you love me.

Nice view from kopitiam~

Waiting around for the seats to be ready.

Tada~

Liling, Aisyah, Joy!

Wooo.

Joycelin~

Aisyah and Liling.

Yay~! I like the lighting.

Liling was trying to stalk me w my own camera.

Random shots.

Birthday cake for Fariz and I.
Thanks guys, v v v v v much. :*

Happy belated too Fariz~!

Artistic shot by Liling

Cake cutting w Fariz.
It was an ice cream cake and super hard to cut.
HAHAHA. Look at Fariz pout!

Brittany~

Cake! :D

Presents!

Our enthu Liwee, all thanks to him, this outing is possible!

Brit and Josephine.

Zomg. Random.

Cute Aisyah

Liweeeeeeeeee

Brittany the womanizer

Josephiney.

Shushuweiwei~~~ She came aft work!

Yay I love the both of you!

Action City

Rafizah, Spamo, Zemo

Ruzanna~

Blurry shots but look at Joycelin!

Aisyah

Hello Fariz!

Hello girl~~

Amirah :D

Syaza!
(I hope I spelt your name correctly)

Shuwei~~

Pretty Liling, I swear I'm gna stalk you!

Aisyah again

Group picture of J6!
Credits to shuwei~

Clement :D funny guy

Zulkhairi~

Awww joy~

This is to make up for the shot Clement ruined!
HAHAHA.

Joy, Shuwei and meeeeee.

HAHAHA.
Look at Brit!

The focus is on Joycelin!

Hehehe (I'm running out of captions)

Random, shushu was trying to stalk people.

Joy and Brit!

Munir!

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Joy and Shushu~

She refuse to get her picture taken!

Sexayes.

Joy and Joy, double J~

J6 Boys!

Joy and Shushu (the both of you are srsly flooding my v long blog post)

Brit the lamer HAHAHA.

I think Shuwei looks cute :D

j6!

Again

And again~

Random butts!

Joycelin! See my blog is really spammed w you.

Getting ready for shots!

Group shots!

Dno what we are dng, dno what brit and jo are dng.

Group shot again!

Dno what we are dng, dno what jo is dng.

Jumpshot 1

2

3

4

5

6

7 and we still failed to do one.
(PS I look like Im shitting in every photo -.-)

Tired from jumping ):

Random

Clement!

Sexy Jo

Night view.

Clement again!

Brit~

Pretty Liling, Shocked Joycelin and Cute shuwei!

Brit and weeeweeeeeeee.

Night view.

Priceless. HAHAHAHAHA!

J6 Boys~

J6 and shushu!

Gng home alr ):

Thank you joycelin, brit, liwee, jiahui, josephine for the presents :* and J6 for such a wonderful day ytd :D We should have another outing soon kay!

Okay Im so tired from posting.

Tag replies!

Joycelin: I alr gave you your souvenirs alr. HEHEHE.

Shuwei: Hehe. Im gng to give you yours soon alright! :D

Yanming, TayLin, Melody and Jiahui: Yay thank you I love all of you :D

Shuwei: Zomg what if I brought back size 5?! AHAHAHHA.

Liqin: YES I AM NOT SCANDALOUS MUMMY.

Kimberly and Weewee: Thank you thank you~

Liqin, Jiahui, Kelvin and Shuwei: Yay merry belated christmas!!! :D

Jon: Hello hello. Im not suffering frm jetlag anymore. Hahahaha. Merry belated christmas!

Eve: Merry belated christmas!

Celeste: YAH LO. It has been a long time since we last talked and met. Yesyesyesyes. Swensens. :D Merry belated christmas!

Jiahui and Liqin: Update alr~ Long one somemore can! :D

Claudia: Hellooooo! :D nope you are not too late. Heeheehee. Merry belated christmas too!

Im done! So beat.

back in singapore

2008-12-23T04:56:00.003+08:00

Hello Im finally back in Sinapore~!

The plane ride again was horrendous and I spent time just sleeping and sleeping and sleeping, I finished the battery on my psp and then listened to the ipod till there is only half a battery left -.-

Poor Jonathan Jeremy and Julian is still in america. Hahahaha.

My inbox is bascially flooded w alot of messages, and then I realised I have a lot of things to catch up PLUS Im suffering frm severe jetlag, which explains why am I still up now blogging. I thk this jetlag thing wld be gng on for qte some time so please pardon me if I get like v fustrated or easily annoyed. Im a person who needs her sleep. HAHAHAHA.

A lot of shopping is done in USA, I love the factory outlets! Ralph Lauren thr was dirt cheap, I REPEAT DIRT CHEAP. So we like have ten (p.s. exaggeration) bags of Ralph Lauren worth of products. Wooooo. Okay, so my new year clothes are done (according to my parents, but fat chance, Im still gng shopping!)

Sigh how I wish it'd be morning soon and I can go out to play, cut hair!

Wooo and thunder warrior briefing is on the 2nd jan!

P.S. You know, you are kindof pathetic.

Okay scratch that earlier part if you dnt understand what Im talking about, dnt ask, dnt probe. Thank you very much.

Tag replies!

Melody: You noobshitter! Hahahaha. So are we having steamboat today~?!

Shuwei: I tagged alr I tagged alr I tagged alr! Ohyah! I forgot to mention I saw a few darling pairs of maryjanes that are like the kiddies ones and in adult size! Was thinking of you and yet I dnt have your size >:/ AND YOU ARE SCANDALOUS CAN!

Jiahui: Zomg you sound so !!! Hahaha. And nope, internet access is not difficult to find BUT free internet access is v hard to find!

Weewee: Hahahaha it isn't as dreadful as I thought it would be tho! :D

Liling: Yesyesyes I shld be gng! If my parents dnt have a bitch fit or someth ):

Liqin: Mama Im back! And I shall tell you who is scandalous (points finger at shuwei!) IM NOT SCANDALOUS!

Brittany: IM BACK IM BACK IM BACK IM BACK IM BACK IM BACK! :D :D :D

I can't wait to talk to all of you! (K)(K)(K)

america

2008-12-19T23:51:00.002+08:00

Hello~!

After being deprived for like so many days, there is finally a place w free internet access. Today is going to be disneyland~~~~ Heeheehee. But my sister is afraid of roller coaster ride. So Im like dno what to do -.-

Yay be back in singapore soon~! :D

Tag replies!

Shuwei: Ladeeda. Hehehe not going to do that~

Kimberly: Hahaha Im now in Los Angeles. Yah loh, I took a long time to figure out the times. LOL. And no! You could die on the plane ride, I almost did can.

Liqin; Hahahaha shuwei is the scandalous one NOT ME OKAY MAMA. You must support your son! And WHATEVER MAMA. (punches you)

Melody: HAHAHHA. I forgot to add your name to the checcklist. :O HAHAHA. And yes I agree -.-

Brittany: YES CMG BACK SOON~! :D :D :D :D :D J6 OUTING!

Janice: I miss you all too ): Sigh. But Im cmg back soon! YAY! :D

Okay the timing is gng to expire!

Bye people. See you on the 23rd :D

-.- Too many changes in this post.

2008-12-12T00:37:00.004+08:00

LEONG. (OO) I FEATURED YOU AGAIN AND YOU ARE FEATURED TWICE LIKE SHUWEI (aww the both of you are so sweet~) AND IM SAD NOW AGAIN.

Too many posts for a day.
But since Im gna be away for 12 days.
What are 5 posts to you all man?

Signing off,
happy kid.

happy kid~

2008-12-12T00:15:00.003+08:00

IM
SO
OVER
YOU

I decided that it is a waste of my life and lamenting two days is alr enough. I shall move on and be happy in america~

Thanks kimberly :D I love you manymany and I shall make you my other stowaway~! (K)(L)

AND JIAHUI (you get featured like shuwei~ and spency~ alright),
thanks for trying to cheer me up just now and okay lo, I promise I might buy someth back for you~ You must thank me and buy me a birthday and christmas present~!

AND SHUSHU (YAY YOU GOT FEATURED AGAIN).

BUY ME A COMPUTER FOR MY BIRTHDAY~! Since you say that my computer is slow. Tsktsktsk. HAHAHAHA. I love you shushu~

Alright altho I still dread america because of the long flight but then, Im not dreading because of PP anymore, because I thk being sad for two days in my life is enough and I shant waste my time anymore. YAY~

America~~~~~~!

Sad, once again

2008-12-11T20:49:00.008+08:00

I keep wallowing in self pity and then I dno what to do. To do it or not to do it because I dnt want to make myself look so p-a-t-h-e-t-i-c. Could you please tell me what should I do to make you seem like you care more? How I wish everything didn happen and then everything wld be as per normal? Huh huh huh huh huh huh huh huh huh huh huh huh huh huh huh huh. Zomg I feel so angry and so annoyed with myself and you and I have absolutely no idea what to do anymore. Grrr. (bites you and runs away)

Can anyone just come and comfort me and tell me what Im dng is actually the biggest mistake in my whole life? Then like that I might just feel better myself and may just finally give up on this whole thang. Why must this shit happen to me at this v time? AHHHHHH. I fucking hate this.

Please someone save me. D:

SHUWEI I WLD MISS YOU~ :D

AND KELLY/BRITTY/BRITTANY/KELVINNY/SPENCY LOVER THANKS V MUCH.
YOU ARE SO SWEET :D
SEE YOU AT J6'S OUTING.
AND! I'D TRY TO BRING OBAMA BACK~!

Tag replies~!

Shuwei: hahahahahhaa okay okay okay. I bring more luggage! :D thanks shushu iie lurBbxX euuXxx (K)

Liwee: YAY BUBBLE TEA~~~ Zomg dnt mention the flight time. So long?! And thanks thanks :D

Tomorrow.

2008-12-11T18:58:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's the day.

Well, I have never dreaded a trip this much. No thanks to the long plane ride and PP.

I mean I alr got airsick from the v mild and short C130 flight, what about a flight that last 17 hours? I bet alot of you out thr must be thinking "what a spoilt brat man, can get to america still say so much". But you aint me, so you wldn understand me. Catch the ball?

Today I spent a bomb on all the winter clothes that I didn have and then my parents and I misread a price tag, thinking that it was 69.90 whn it was actually 99.90 shit. If I were to know the price, I wldn even have bought that wool jacket. :/ No more shopping for a v long time alr, because Im feeling v guilty.

SIGH.

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Why do I get my hopes up, and I watch them fall everytime?

You seriously gotta stop doing that to me, because I dnt know how much I can take it. Everytime I decided to stay away, you just had to come back. Everytime I give up, you just had to come back again. When I am full of hope, then you had to leave. What exactly do you want from me? To miss you? Or to hate you.

Zzzzzzzzzzzz.

I gotta stay away from now on.
No more, NO MORE.

(hopefully I can do it)

Tag replies~!

Jiahui: Hahaha I also wish I can dnt go :/

Melodaye: OKAY :D ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG.

Claudia: Hahaha I thk I look like ugly betty with that colour lo ): But nvm, Im getting use to that colour!

Liqin: YAY OKAY I DNT MIND YOU CAN SQUEEZE IN ONE LUGGAGE W MELODAYE.

going round and round

2008-12-10T17:29:00.012+08:00

Talking to kelvin made me think about alot of things.
Mmmmmmm.

And kelvin its okay. We've gotcha back.
JIAYOU :D

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To PP.

Hello I just wna say that you do mean a lot to me. And then I dnt knw why this happened because I hardly know you at all. Im sorry but then I cant help cursing you at some times knwing that Im not really that important actually. Maybe all these thangs would just pass but then I dnt thk that it would happen that soon. But then Im trying, I really am alright.

One of the reasons that I dread america, is you.

But please, can you care more?
Zzzzzz I sound like a pathetic shit.

But I actually am.

x

Okay snap out of it.

I miss,

all of you

all of you

you you you (WE'D BETTER GO OUT THIS HOLS OKAY)

and you! come back quickly frm sabah~~~

Tag replies~!

ap kia: hahahahahahaha. i then dnt want to go antartica lo. ltr im too cute and people thk that im a cute penguin~ wooooo.

shuwei: whr got boring! v funny can. AHAHAHHA.

melody: zomg i absolutely agree w you. tdy's cid4 meeting rocks to high heaven :D

joseph: hahahahaha no lah! i just want to let joycelin have a taste of her own medicine! thanks :D you are a great pc~

nadiah: yup me too. how i wish camp pin is longer! sigh. camp pin blues.

kimberly: aye which photo?!?!?! HAHAHHA.

2 MORE DAYS TO AMERICA.

D: gloom.

Quizzes

2008-12-08T22:49:00.001+08:00

Today was spent meeting farrah for my sister's shoes (MANY THANKS :D) and valehonvale for lunch~ Then I went home to watch tv and sleep. -.- What a day wasted. I havent started on my zuowen and I dnt plan to start on it either. Im just too lazy. To think that I even promised myself that Im gng to do my zuowen that time.

Moreover, I was kindof pissed too because of _. Im like wth and I used to like you alot but now not really :/ It's kindof sad because ever since that Ive started this year Ive become a petty and pesky person who can't shut up and has a grudge v easily. Okay so I decide I shall change for the better and start by forgiving the person above. So now I still like you, but not that much~ Heeheehee.

Okay so now Im v bored and Ive decided to do some quizzes which I stole from people~~ Wooooo.

The rules & regulations

1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself
2) People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own, 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tag back.

TEN WEIRD THINGS/HABITS/LITTLE KNOWN FACTS ABOUT ME!

1. Im a weird person and I entertain for free (tho Im not sure sometimes what about me make people laugh?!)

2. I shop too much at times.

3. And I hardly wear the clothes that I bought. :/

4. Im 152cm. STOP ASKING ME THIS QUESTION.

5. I find ShuWei's blog hilarious.

6. I laugh at every little things and no one finds it funny, which makes me sad.

7. I have braces which looks like Ugly Betty now and make me v sad.

8. Im dreading america right now because I dnt like long flights.

9. My family and I watched 200+++ bucks worth of movies in November and yes Im a movie freak.

10. Im getting bored w this quiz ;/

I stole this from farrah~

1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
Malaysia Genting.

2. What's your favourite thing to do ?
NCC.

3. Do you think money can buy happiness ?
Yes depending on what happiness.

4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
I cant thk of any, zomg Im actually pretty satisfied w my life.

5. Things you can't live without.
Family, hon, charlie, ncc, marilyn, gregory, zhaoxun, friends, my melody collection, my heewee, my ipod, magnum icecream, chicken wings, stalking pretty girls and hunks, psp, computer. AIYAH LIKE ABOUT EVERYTHING I HAVE LAH.

6. What are you afraid to lose?
Please look under no.5

7. If you win $1 million US dollars, what would you do?
Keep it.

8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
Cheesy enough, a doctor.

9. List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey.
I stole it from farrah. She is super nice, pretty and have braces~!

10. What makes you happy ?
A lot of things. I V EASY HAPPY ONE.

11. What type of person do you hate most?
I dnt hate people. I just uh, dnt like them?

12. If you have a super power what would it be?
To have any super power I desire~

13. Would you go for happiness or money?
Can I have both?

14. Who do you think is the most important people in your life?
Family, hon, charlie, marilyn, gregory, zhaoxun, friends, my melody collection (what to me they are people okay), pretty girls and hunks.

15. If you have a girlfriend/boyfriend, would you die for her/him?
Mmmm. Worth it then I die lo. I dnt mind :D

16. Who's the last person who hugged you?
My mother, at least I thk so.

17. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now?
Huh I wna do alotof things leh. How?

18. Who are you close to?
Im lazy to type alr :/ family and friends OH and melody collection!

19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person you like her/him?
Nope. Not that Im liking anyone now lah.

20. If you could do one thing all over again what would it be ?
Dno leh.

21. Things that scare you.
Alot of things. Im humji.

22. Things that you like/love the most .
God, my family and my friends.

23. 8 important things in my room.
Melody collection, toilet, bed, table light, aircon, bolsters, wadrobe and mirror.

Wooo Im done~
Byebye.

Tag replies~

ap kia: wahlau you are so happy that im sad. i shld have volunteered to be the ic then you wld know how i feel lo. tsktsktsk. still ap me somemore! grrrr. (stabs you) hahahahahha.

Jiahui: hahahahaa. I took a bloody long time to type it out okay. you better read every word i wrote.

Melody: melody! ive got your bag w me~~~~~~

Feei: wooo feeifeeifeeifeei~ you are so pretty! (kisses hugs shake hands w you) pretty feei~ walking down japan's street~ bon voyage feeifeei. rmb to buy loads of pressies for charlie!

Compilation.

2008-12-07T22:30:00.006+08:00

Ive finally come to update my blog, but dnt blame me if it gets too wordy and boring alright.

Camp Pinnacle '08~!

It was the max max max. Tho my knee F-ed again and the some of the programmes are abit dry and not v fun. Hahahaha.

Camp Pin is actually not as regimental as I thought it would be.

'Basically it was a pretty slack easy camp whereby the officers there aren’t exactly very strict with you and there’s no tension whenever you fall in in the platoon.'
-Quoted from ap kia

And everyone was just adjusting without permission and looking around. Hahahahahhahahaha.

Joy the ap kia and I got posted to Juliet 6! And our PC is Sir Josephine while our APC is Sir Bikremjit.

Sir Josephine has his v crazy antics. At first I thought he was a sir who is like super strict or quite strict. Hahahahaha. But in the end at the second and last few days, he became turning keesiao and have this crazy antics and expressions that make Juliet 6 laugh like shit. And he always quarrel w Sean Kingston and it is damn funny.

For Sir Bikremjit, I rmb ap kia and I were stoning thr and he came and introduce himself we were laughing v badly. Hahahaha. Dnt ask us why, we dnt know either. He is signing on the army! How cool is that :D I rmb him saying to us "Dnt say about me lah, being in the army is my dream, so dnt need to talk about me." Coolness right.

Day One

Ap kia was the I/C of the platoon and I was v sad because I couldnt be sitting tgt w her in the platoon or anyth D: Moreover, when she fall in back into the pltn she would be at the other side D: So we also cannot talk tgt.

After an introduction in the auditorium, we went to SISPEC Heritage. Because we went thr during Spec Course alr, it seems nothing special. Anw, the walk only lasted for around, 5 or 10 mins? We then went on to IGTS. Didn get to try out, but had a whale(?) of a time seeing how the weapon worked. :D But then ap kia and I were separated into different sections so I was feeling kindof sian too~

Then it was Camp Pin night preparation and then AAR.

Ap kia and I shared one bed and in the middle of the night she went missing and then I was freaking out whr did she go then in the end she was on my bed because the fan wasnt working at my bed and she said that her bed was too cold. Hahahahahahaha.

Day Two

Day two we had a army recruitment talk. You cant help it but to think that the army is really, really, really cool. Especially when the Sir who gave us the talk shared about his experience in the army. "I never regret joining the infantry. And I'm proud to be in the infantry". Not his exact words, but he meant something like that. It made me feel super nostalgic and I started to wonder how would life be if I dnt manage to be a CLT and NCC wld not be a part of my life anymore. (no link but that was my train of thoughts lah huh)

Then we went to Singapore Youth Flying Club. They too gave us a recruitment talk and then it starts to get a bit dry because thr wasnt alot of hands on and all we were doing is just walking from room to room and listen to the instructors talk.

At least for these two trips, we got 2 souvenirs~! Hehehehehe.

Then was rehearsal for Camp Pin night and AAR.

As much as ap kia doesnt want me to be in the same bed as her I didn really care and squeezed tgt w her! Wooooo~ (hello guys who are interested in joy please dnt kill me)

Day Three

I was quite looking forward to this day because we get to ride on the C130~! But in the end I got nauseous and then it was kindof bad. But however, not everyone could ride on C130! So I'm still honoured and happy abt the ride lah. Heehee.

Then was the Airforce Museum. We were given 20 qns to answer and then this is a competition among Juliet (altho we dnt know the results at the end of the day). It was kindof chaotic because the qns were super weird and cannot be found and difficult.

Then we waited for a v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v long time for bus 9 to come.

Then it was Camp Pin night.

Camp Pin night was the turning point of the Camp. It was super duper uber fun.

Most of the J6's performance actually came from Horny Balls camp fire night and Keimus was telling me that they were like saying everything was from National Camp! Okay lah Im sorry alright.

'And Juliet 6, though did not prepare a superb or meaningful performance, I think we totally enjoyed ourselves on stage.
(And Clement is damn funny I swear)

“We got a BOOM dynamite!”'
-Quoted from ap kia, my sentiments exactly.

The performances from other platoons were cool! (refer to joycelinwong.wordpress.com)

Besides that, another memorable thing is actually we marched to the auditorium and hentaked and we did a cheer. Its been a really long time since I had cheered in a platoon hetaktakking and it made me nostalgic again.

And to ap kia's pleasure, I didn share a bed w her and its actually not as hot as I thought it wld be w a spoilt fan. Heeheeheehee.

Day Four

Ap kia and I were sad because this is our last camp as a cadet alr. Sigh.

We went over to the NDU which has the coolest programme of them all. We watched divers and they held their breath for a super long time! And the record for their breath holding is simply, uh, CANNOT BE DONE. Cool cool cool.

Then we watched a video. And it made me teary. D':

Aft that we looked and played around w the weapons. And off to the V V V V V V V FUN boat ride. The boat is actually something like a jet boat and it travels v v v fast and has v sharp turns. We stood up and it was simply fun like siao. Heeheehee. Weeeee~

The recruitment talk was actually the best too. The captain is damn funny and good. Made alotof people want to join the navy. And make me want to join to! HAHAHAHAH. But then Im biased towards land~~~~~~~~~~~ Yay land! WEST FTW~!

Okay enought of the digress.

Thr is actually a ship ride for us but because of the bad weather then we didn manage to board the ship lo D:

Then back to SISPEC.

Ap kia and I actually wna talk to the morning but apparently we both cannot tahan alr and then slept at around one. HAHAHAHAH.

Day Five

Wah sia lah, we woke up late. It was lights on (I dnt knw how to spell the R word) at 0630 and falling in at 0700. And we woke up at 630. When we woke up we (actually I think I more panicky) shocked because everyone was in half uniform alr! But we were actually early and when we are done it wasnt even 0700 yet. Heeheehee.

Activities were fun cos have Survival Training but then cannot talk much. Classified. AHAHAHHAHAH. Sounds important right?! Woooo.

Thanks to our IC, J6 is the first one to board the bus and get home~ But then LiLing, Joy and I had to wait for Keimus, WHO IS ON THE LAST BUS. So not much of a difference -.- HAHAHAHHA.

Summarise, Camp Pin was the max and was fun! :D

THR! MY LONG CAMP PIN POST!

If you wna know more you can also go to joycelinwong.wordpress.com :D
SEE AP KIA IM GIVING YOU MORE READERS~!

6TH DEC.

Im like bloody fat in all the photos. T.T SHIT.

Supposedly was gng to chunk fest. In the end it rained D: and then we went to Park Mall and then Wisma Atria and then Far East Plaze because mama actually didn go to Far East before. In the end, didn gain anything at all. Went home sadly. ); Then had dinner w valevale and her friend eunice!

YAY THANKS VALEVALE YOU ARE MY BESTIE FOREVER AND IS ALWAYS THR WHEN I NEED YOU NO MATTER WHR ARE YOU. (L)(L)(L)(L)

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Bloody fucking pissed right now.
Grrrr.

Would you just understand that Im not you and Im me so I can be responsible for what I do to myself.
You should just stop your whatever nonsense and always think that you are correct.
Because you are not.
And you've gotta understand that.
PRONTO.

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And I really hate this obsession,
but I cannot stop myself from going deeper.

But this gotta stop.
YOU GOTTA STOP COMING BACK.
GOTTA. STOP. COMING. BACK.
AHHHHH.

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Finally, Tag replies (congrats on making it so far)

Claudia: YOU DNT NEED ALR SKINNY ENOUGH! Hehehehehe.

Jiahui: Why cannot? sk4

Shereen: Hehehehe. Im back. YES JOY AND I WLD TELL YOU ALL ABOUT IT :D

Farrah: YAY IM GNG TO SEE YOU TMRW AND WE MUST TAKE A PEEKCHURE TGT~!

Kimberly: You dnt need that also v noob alr. HAHAHAHA.

Hayzell: Hahahaha Hello :D

Vanessa: WOOO I LOST WEIGHT. YES LIFE IS UNFAIR VANESSA~!

Cynthia: Tsktsktsk. Thia how can you forget?! And true lah actually. WE MUST MEET UP
AND PLAY BALL SOMEDAY!

Shirleen: AH I HATE YOU. HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU. (steals your dangling bag and runs away)

LiWee: Hello! :D

Jiahui: THR! UPDATED.

Janice: Hello hello updated alr! :D

XueFeng: Hello! Thanks thanks :D

More than what I should feel.

2008-11-28T21:52:00.002+08:00

Sunburnt, again D:

On the neck. Now I have a black neck and a black face.

Today's rehearsal was fun, could see that the contingent was trying. :D

KEEP IT UP ALRIGHT. I KNOW YOU CAN DO MORE THAN WHAT YOU ACHIEVED TODAY.

Met ZiQi, Vicky and ZhenZhi on the bus!

Zomg it has been such a long time since Ive seen you all. Must bball one day alright. :D :D :D

Also went to Super Dog w Shushu and Mama!

Woooo. Their food is cheap and nice. Unlike longjohn >:/

And then Shushu and Mama have to go work );

And I have super good news. I dropped a few KGs because of braces~!!!!!

People who wna lose weight, I thk braces is a good option.

Not only you get pretty teeth, but also lose weight!!!

Hehehehehehe.

Tmrw shereen is gna cut bangs and Im collecting my sister's shoes from farrah.

Many thanks, and I'd treat you bubble tea farrah :D

And we can see each other in braces alr!!!!!!!

I cannot wait for Camp Pin~

(My post is spammed with exclaim marks and smileys)

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But Im super sulky tonight. D;

I dno why.

tired person

2008-11-28T00:02:00.002+08:00

title says it all.

Tag replies~

Kimberly: Yes kim, yes. Hahahahahhahaha.
Requiem: Who are you? And your tooth wont crack wearing braces.
Shereen: Its alr on dvd noob! Hahahaha. I cant wait to see you cut bangs! :D

I need,

2008-11-27T00:37:00.003+08:00

Honey coated Cheeseyburger without pickles to be back.
P-R-O-N-T-O. Pronto.
I have so much to tell you.
I miss you ):

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I watched THREE movies today, plus a movie that Im gna watch later, that'd be four.

Shows:

1. Forget me not.

Is actually a hongkong ghost show. But not really v scary. And the story plot is, UH, weird lah huh. The girl actually die alr but in the end she's the one getting haunted. Okay nvm, you wldn know what I am talking about anyway.
Movie rating: 2/5

2. Another Cinderella Story

By Selena Gomez and Drew (something). But not as nice as the real Cinderella story tho. Cliche ending yada yada. But then a v cool chick/teenage flick. Heeheehee.
Movie rating: 3/5

3. Hua Pi

SUPER NICE I FEEL. WOOO~ 'NUFF SAID.
Movie Rating: 5/5

4. The X-Files
??????????
I havent watched yet~

My dad just told me that we spent a total of 200 +++ bux on movies alr. :O Shocking much? (Okay actually not very, from the rate my family watches movie). Wooo. Okay X-Files is on now.

bUhH BiiexXx.

Tag replies~~~

Kimberly: OMF OMG OMF OMG OMF OMG. HOW COULD I NOT REALISE?! SHIT. HAHAHAHHAHAHA.

Hayzell: YES HE IS. HAHAHAHA.

Vanessa: Helloooo~ :D

Kimberly: Okay kim I dnt even understand what are you typing. Hahahaha.

Feei: OMG FEEI HOW DID YOU DO THAT?! THAT'S TOO SINFUL! :O

Badly Sunburnt

2008-11-25T22:16:00.004+08:00

Today was the parade rehearsal for orientation march in.

Im super sunburnt on my neck and its hurting shit right now.

Went to feeifeei~ house to watch a Sisterhood of Travelling Pants 2.

The show was kindof boring tho, because thr really isnt any ups and downs in the show.

I think people only watch the show because of the books, which I think is so much more interesting (altho I only read the first one and a lil of the second book).

But at least Brian was super hot (please go mobosada.blogspot.com) ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG.

At least that make me have a few motivation to continue watching the movie when feei almost dozed off. HAHAHAHHAA.

And and and oh oh feei has a super cool bedroom!

How I wish I have a bedroom like hers D:

(okay qiaowei you are wanting too much alr. you think what your parents open bank ah?)

Visited a lot of blogs today w feei too. (aka stalking)

And I realised that I'd rather have my life now, rather than theirs.

Altho I find their money v attractive. Heeheeheehee.

But then, they seemed to have so many problems, and seemed to be living on superficial things in life. :/

But still, I'd continue stalking them!

Okay till later.

Tag Reply~~

Kimberly: HAHAHHAHAHA choi kim lee. I cnt find the arrow on your blog! D:

I'd

2008-11-24T22:52:00.002+08:00

kiss anyone who buys me this.

Tag replies

Jiahui: not working :/

Claudia: I miss your shock face whn I sneak attacked hugged you from behind.

Sometimes,

2008-11-24T18:42:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I know I really shldn,
but I just cannot help it.

Sometimes I know that you just wna show that you care,
but I just cannot help it.

Sometimes I know you dnt feel like helping me anymore,
but I just cannot help it.

Sometimes I know you just think that I am a bitch,
but I just cant help it.

I cant help it, so you cant help me.
Why not just leave it that way and let me do things MY WAY.
Youve done your part, so you can just leave me to die alright.
Nobody would blame you yada yada.
Save yourself before trying to save anybody else.

Sorry I had to become such a biatch,
but I just cant help it.

This is the reason why am I always so angry.
Sorry but I do blame the world for my own mistakes.

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I cant do this on my on.
Wld it kill you to just help?
Grrrrrrr.
Sometimes, I do feel like stabbing you.
(stabs)
Sometimes, I do feel like skinning you.
(skins)
Sometimes, I do feel like using your own thick bloody skin and whip you.
(do the exact same action)

Alright, Im done here.
Peace out.

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Im so fucking angry right now that I can bite your head off.
Fucktarded. Fucktarded. Fucktarded.

Tag replies~!

Liqin: Yay mama so sweet~~~~ Hehehehe.

father and mother (and sister) i love you day

2008-11-23T20:31:00.002+08:00

Hello this is the second day my sister is in Taiwan alr.
Hopes that she had bought a lot of goodies and buy some pressies for me alr. :D Woooo.
Cheesyburger and Pixie are also in China now,
which means that I am alone in Singapore doing cid4 D:

okay today is father and mother (and sister) i love you day.
I did quite a lot of things (like packing my room and my study).
I realised I have quite a lot of clothes which I havent worn yet -.-
No wonder my parents dnt really approve of me buying more things.
Hehehehe.

okay, I gotta start dng what I gotta do right now.

Tag replies~~

Jiahui: YES BRACES! hahahhaa.

Shuwei: OHNO. I dnt wna be ugly betty. Grrrr I have ugly braces. Zzzzz.

Misses.

2008-11-23T01:47:00.000+08:00

Aw man,
when are you cmg back? ):

I'VE GONE METAL.

2008-11-22T22:45:00.017+08:00

Hello, its been a long time since Ive updated so Ive decided to come back because I really really really dnt feel like starting on my CID4 >:/

Yay one of the greatest thing happened this week which is I put on my braces alr. Woooo. Like after many months of saying "Im gng to put braces" yada yada. I finally did it :D

I plucked two teeth on wednesday and I shall assume that you dnt wna knw the details of my extractions. But the jab for the ma2 zui4 yao4 (fine, I shall admit I dnt knw how to spell this word) was horrendous and awful. It hurts shit.

Then I went on to put my braces on friday (which is quite a short period of time actually). The part which I was waiting for aka when I get to choose the colour is coming. But shit, I chose a super ugly colour which makes me look like Im having bloody decayed teeth T.T T.T T.T (actually my dad chose it AHHHH~)

The braces didn really hurt as much as I thought it wld be, just that I cnt really bite properly. But since I wna to be on a diet, its actually a good thing. (altho I doubt this diet thing would work) Heeheehee. Food also keep getting stuck, and that is really really really really fugly annoying. Now I understand how people w braces feel T.T

Im quite lucky that my braces didn make me have any ulcers (unlike poor farrah D:) because none of the metal is scratching against my gums, mouth and tongue. Hehehehehe.

I still havent put on my lower brace cos the doctor says since Im having buck teeth, thr is a possibility that I might bite off my lower brace when eating or talking(?!). Since Im gng Camp Pin and America, the doctor thought it'd be a good idea for me to put in January or whatsoever.

HOWEVER,
in January, Im gng to Ex Thunder Warrior, which means that I HAVE TO POSTPONE IT AGAIN. Somehow I dnt really wna put on the lower brace because I THINK I have to insert the separator again, which is the thing that hurts the shittest (more than the braces itself). Zzzzz.

Okay, here goes:

quarter of me/awkward/braces/garfield pjs

Please pardon that ugly colour and my next appt is 26th of Dec! :O T.T Nvm, I shall get use to it. Metallic blue blue blue blue~~~

Enough of me ranting about braces~!

Shall talk about my holidays.

Holidays are filled w NCC NCC NCC.

Not that I dnt like it, I love being w Charlie and gng to NC, but then sometimes it gets too hectic. :/
Especially whn we dnt get appreciated. Okay nvm, I dnt wna sound like a bitch here on my blog.
19th-21st of Nov was 3HIGHIGHIGH's chalet, thought of dropping by even if I cnt stay over (19th was CCA and Dental Appt, 20th was Shooting Competition and 21st was CCA and Dental Appt) but then I cnt go on 19th because apparantly my parents have bitch fits and dnt allow me to go -.- and 20th thr was shooting competition, and I had to go back to Nee Soon Camp twice (because thr were someth wrong w my lane in the first shoot and I shant elaborate much because Im too lazy), resulting in me being too beat and tired to go to chalet D: and 21st thr is CCA and Dental Appt.

And I wldn be able to go to ANY chalet e.g. NCC Chalet because I'd be away to America. >:/ Hopefully Social Chalet wld be 28th-30th of Dec. Grrrrr.
What's year end holidays without chalets?

Okay yada yada I think Ive posted too long. Now pictures (that I have forgotten about and found them)

Caption: The focus is on TayLin.

Caption: I finally found someone is looks more screwed than me. HAHAHAHAHA.

Caption: Abstract~

Caption: We were concentrating on Vanessa trying to pick the presents and clicking the shutter at the correct time, explains why the spastic expressions.

Caption: Showering presents~!
(actually I dnt knw what to say for this series of peek-chures)

Caption: STEP'08~
Without Farrah (who is plucking her teeth), Min Zhang and Geri D:

Caption: Hello Vanessa.

Caption: Trying to take photos of catty (she looks like a cat) TianLi.

Caption: Mutants.

Caption: Series.

Caption: I think TayLin looks cute~!

Caption: Vanessa realised I was taking peek-chures of her.

Caption: TayLin looks too bored.

TAG REPLIES~~~

Farrah: Stop it okay farrahrahrah. You are the pretty one. Period. Or else I dnt talk to you alr horh. And I cnt wait to see the shoes and I cnt wait to take a photo w you and our braces (flashes braces).

Cynthia: Yah lo yah lo I agree. She keeps spamming my tagboard refusing to believe that she is pretty, even w braces! How undesirable right thia. And yes hi thia Im gng America. Thinking of the plane ride makes me puke ):

TayLin: Hehehehehe. No I shall declare Farrah prettier. WOOOOOOO~ Period. And I feel like pinching you taylin!

Janice: (pinches your cheeks back and you managed to dodge me like always D:) hehehe okay (K)(K)(K) love ya too~ :D

JiaHui: Wahlaueh. You are happy that Im sibeh pekchek and dulan. Zzzzzzzz. I hate you. Wooooooo~

ZhaoXun: You lah! Still as blur as ever can. Hahahaha. And yay! Im proud of you too! For getting an exemption in Mathematics and topping Physics~ You shall teach me Chem and be my tutor. Hehehehe. FOR FREE ALRIGHT.

Shereen: HAHAHAHHAHA Shereenie. I cnt wait to meet you and see you cut hair w bangs~~~~ And (punches you) for not continuing Chem tuition w me D':

Shirleen (wannabe melodaye): HI SHIRLEEN YOU PUNCHED MY CHEEKS I DNT WNA LET YOU SEE ANYMORE. sk4sk4sk4sk4 Buy me presents from China! And MAYBE I'd buy you someth frm America. HAHAHAHA.

Vicky: HELLO VICKY. I HAVENT SEEN YOU FOR A V LONG TIME. D: Okay let's meet up someday and you all can laugh at my braces. HAHAHHAAH.

Alright. Im gone.

Somehow,

2008-11-17T02:07:00.003+08:00

I dnt really like you.
Super buaysong sia.
Okay, Im sorry that a post aft so long has to be so angry,
but somehow that's what I feel aft these few days.
SUPER PISSED.

Okay, nvm.
Wooooo.

Shall update tmrw or someth. Heeheehee.
Tennis on PSP rules! :D

Tag Replies!!

Celery: Omg! You just said that Im pretty. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAA. WOOOOOO. (Starts crazing and do the "doe doe dance"!)

Livia: (pinches your cheeks too) (K)(K)(K)

Janice: Haiyooo. Nobody will notice that patch lah! But then... since you alr said it then I thk someone wld notice it. HAHAHAHHAHA.

Farrah: Yah loh yah loh, farrah I agree w you. But not your first sentence. [SECOND TAG] HAHAHAH noobshit I know. :D Why you hate me D: D: D: Braces braces braces braces braces! :D

Jiahui: -.- (ignores your tag and moves on) HAHAHHAA.

Shuwei: That's a paradox kay. How can you be nonsensical yet telling the truth huh huh huh?

Liqin: Hello mamama. YES I LIKE WASHING TEETH, but I scared of plucking teeth which I am gng to do so next week! :O :O :O D:

Valevale: HAHAHAHAHA mama means go to the dentist and wash teeth lah. :D :D :D

Vanessa: LOL.

Happy Birthday Vicky! :D

2008-11-09T23:51:00.009+08:00

Happy Birthday Vicky!
Thanks for being such a great friend and I hate you for having jet black big eyes w long double layered eyelashes and hates you for being such a pretty pretty pretty girl.
Hope that you have enjoyed today altho we didn get to play ddr cos thr were stupid guys hogging onto the machine >:(
Been CID mates for 2 years.
Been CID classmates for a year.
(Cheesy enough,) ROCK ON :D

(Stole these pictures from Ziqi's, Jolene's and Shirleen's blog. Heeheehee.)

CLASS CIP TODAY!

My poor shoes became muddy ):

Met a couple of cute boys, literally.

And became a mother.

Okay, tmrw's live shoot, so I shld just stop here (partly because I ran out of captions too), and shall update more whn I have more to say! :D
Heeheeheehee.

Tag replies!!!

Jiahui: whatever! (sensing that you'd say "dnt whatever me") dnt try to sneak your way out of this treat. NOT. GNA. HAPPEN.

Shuwei: That was a long time ago okay! So now probably like 28 inch alr. And and and BUT IM REALLY V SCARED ABOUT PLUCKING TEETH~ D:

Celery: (to SA) HAHAHA okay, I get whatcha mean. But I just changed it! D: And no occassion to wear lehXxXx. Charlie go out more loh! Heeheeheehee. Yay Yay Yay.

Taylin: Wooooo I like too! Thank you thank you thank you! Heeheeheeheeheeheehe YAY. And Taylin, you are too random. Haemoglobin?! Tsktsktsktsktsk.

Liqin: Omg cut to how short? :D But I'm v scared leh. :/ Altho I thk washing teeth is quite fun. WOOOOO.

Farrah: Wahlau check this out loh!

STILL SAY NOT PRETTY!

Shuwei: YOU WHR GOT FUGLY AIYOH SHUWEI. STOP DILUTING (deluding) YOURSELF!!! pretty shushuweiweiweiweiweiweiweiweiweiweiweiweiweiweiwei.

New Layout.

2008-11-08T00:34:00.001+08:00

I'm v bored now,
which explains the change in link and the change in the layout.

I cldn find a better blogskin, while I'm too bored of my previous one.
So this stays, till I can find a new and nice blogskin :/