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They say that some things feed on your fear, while others just feed directly on you. To me, there's nothing that feeds on people except for yourself. Only you feed on yourself. What could a person do most to you? They insult, they shout, they break your heart, they scold, they maligned. And in the end, when it comes to starting right back again, its up to you.

So I decided that I should really really stop feeding on myself already. And perharps do someth that is more of a use instead. Maybe I should start keeping myself really really busy. :/ mmm that's a thought.

On the flipside, these few days or weeks (Im not really that sure anymore) Ive been thinking, do I really want to continue being in this when Im feeling a mixture of that two opposite feelings. The both are so strong that I dnt knw what to choose anymore. To think about it, all my heartbreaks came from there. And all my happiness and life came from there too.

If it was you, what will you choose?

And to you,

I always thought that you understand, but then seriously I don't think that you do. Ohwell. What I said came true and what you promised didn't. I was sad for a moment, for that brief moment on the bus ride. But then after thinking for a while, I realised that I have so much more out there for me than lamenting on you.

I can't really say that I'm relieved right now, neither can I say that Im really over it. But at least I can say that I'm glad I saw this coming.

VERY RANDOM:

DELTA I LOVE YOU V V V V V MUCH.