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Was googling about Hannah Montana's Slant Eye Issue and suddenly came across this article about women not being able to love their bodies. Read many essays (or reflections) by different women in the world about how unsatisfied they are with their bodies and can you believe it, the youngest is only 12 years old.

I think I was wasting my life away when I was 12.

I think all these stories made me kind of sad because the reason people or women to be exact care so much is because they care much about how people view them as. Why do we always want to be pleasing for the others but making yourself unhappy about your life, your face, your body, YOUR EVERYTHING. Why make your life miserable because of other people. After all, this is your life and not the others right?

My take is that it is very difficult for people to say "THIS IS MY BLOODY LIFE AND I TAKE CHARGE". After all, you can't work alone, and some are just to nice to hurt, while some are too mean and keeps hurting. Always two sides to everything.

Im not sure I made sense in the previous few paragraphs but at least that was what I was thinking on and off (because I was watching a show). I just feel that it is very weird why everyone cares so much about every single one else but themselves. But then some just can't help it right? ):

Talking about self image,
PIMPLES GETTING BAD.
AND BAD BOB HAIRCUT.

Self contradictory.

Sigh, people (namely me) are just weird aren't they?
Human beings, community animals. (shakes head)

I suppose I should talk about my piano exam but it sucks so much which I dnt even wna bother about it anymore.

Bruises on knee due to FSD but to me it is really really worth it. :D JIAYOU ALRIGHT BECAUSE YOU KNOW WE CAN! A few more days wld be the big day alr. Hehehe.

ADC briefing was cool because the trip to HQ is fun with janice and alan. :D Im glad to have the both of you on the trip there. OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN ALAN!

Valkyrie (sp?) with 4H tmrw, cannot wait to see the mooooovie.

Im getting very anxious and afraid what if we lose you. This thoughts keep coming back and all I can do is be _ and try not to think about you. But the truth is you keep appearing in my mind and I'm really really really very very afraid. Please hurry and come back to us. Please.

xoxooooooo,

shuwei: so cool right the lookbook hahaha

YESYESYES. DID YOU SEE THE LATEST? WOORI ROCKS MY SOCKS.

Kiwi Yamaha School: TSKTSK! You wont fail ur Piano exam la! Not when u got sooo many kiwi pianoist to help you!!! And the kiwi piano judge will definitely pass u!!! GOOD LUCK! JIAYOU hor!!! Every kiwi will cheer u on!!!

Ohmy, so many different versions of kiwis! Are you trying to take over the world huh huh huh you evil species of bird. Hehehehe. Thanks (L)

atiqah: huhu D: i miss the TWs too much!!! ADC would be a reunion, with Jefferey, ZL, Eric, Daniel D:

I miss all of you too. And like what I said, a reunion is never complete without you okay :* I cannot wait to see you again!