Emotions stirring me upside down
26 March 2009, 12:43 AM



I keep asking myself what do I want what do I want what do I want.
But till now I still don't know what do I want.

I keep wanting this I keep wanting that,
yet I know that I can't have everyth,
so why do I keep feeling that way?

And what and what what and what
making me fall into a huge dilema on what I want.

And Im afraid that what I want is not really what I want but I was just being rash and immature.

Moreover, people just keeps leaving and coming and leaving and coming and I know that I have to deal with this but I simply cannot take it anymore.

It feels like Im left there hanging swinging and no one ever comes to save me, from these and those and from myself.

I keep running in circles and I don't like it.
Excitement at first, but now I really don't like it.
What can I do?
And what do I want?

Why do people keep leaving and leave me hanging?
What do they want?
What are they thinking?

x

FSD girls, big days in a few days time.
We've worked extremely hard, bruised our knees bloody much, committed extremely lots.
Gone through things which are difficult to understand.









JIAYOU! WE CAN DO THIS.

xoxo

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Jiawei: hello (:

HI :D

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YES GLAD THAT YOU KNOW YOU VERY RANDOM. And I have no fave colour neh.

Kiwi OIC: Congratz!!! Heard about ur achievement in ADC! Hahas! Such a pity i couldnt go...really missed all the fun there! :D


Hahaha thanks. :D Yah lo, why didn you go!! ):







18 going on 19.

Trying to be normal.

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