\(^O^)/

aftall, what matters the most is yourself.
rather than saying that im wallowing in self-pity,
why not rather say that im reflecting?

ive lost too much to really care.
but not that much that i dont care.

i just dont know what to do anymore.
maybe, its time, to just let everyth go.
all at once.

maybe im just not being myself.
maybe im just thinking too much.
but,
i just cant help it.

trying to be perfect when knowing that i can never be.
trying to do the very best when i know that my best is never the best.

always the last,
never the first.
when wld my turn come?

i'd never know,

never good enough.

aftall,
what matters most is myself.
(but i just to tired to really feel so).

maybe, being on your own isnt that bad,
never too sure, never unsure.

just. had. to. go. on. no. matter. what.

what makes you think im not tired?
the biggest mistake that prolly' i have ever made.