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Im so afraid that im losing sight to what i believe, what i know, and what i wish.

I hate being me.
Im not being emo,
and once again, i do hate being me.

I hate myself for being such a weakling, submittg to everyone and everything.
I hate myself for being such a humji, even tho i do wna retort back to her.
I hate myself for being so superficial and read things on the surface instd.
I hate myself for screwg everyth up and the chances seem to become further away than ever.
I hate myself for losing focus, losing sight on what that is really important.

Don't gloat deep dwn because i know you are and ive learnt not to trust you again. Not anymore.

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And humiliation seems to be the worst thg ever now.
But you have to do that to me, dont you.

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Okay, since i have the time, I shall blog about my day.
Weeeeell, lessons were boring (as usual).
Aft school had exco mtg.
Was kindof funnaye, because mr yujun kept kajiaoing mz.
HAHAHA
Then was hist remedial.
It was fun, like normal history lessons, and i cant imagine how fast time passed.
(If it was math, I thk i'd be dead by then.)
HEHEHEHE

Then went out to eat.
Technically, i didn EAT, because i only cld stay for 15 mins (glooooom).
But yuheng was being funny w yongzhi so ziqi vicky and i had a good laugh.

Went back and visited my cousin.
I cant believe that she actually ren3 her pee for 6 hours!!!
hahaha my bladder wld have burst-ed.

So now, actually im supposed to do my jianbao but im crapping here.
So tatatatata.