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actually i have a lot of thgs to blog about.

HOWEVER,

because i got lousy results and im gettg scolded by my mother now.

and i have a lot of thgs to do and have to be done by tmr.

and my life is being screwed up right v this moment.

so, i shall procrastinate agn.

byebye people.

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idk why are you so angry w me.

you dont even care.

"oh yes i do."

no you dont.

to you, im just secondary to her.

its all about her, isnt it?

all i can hear is do you want do you want?

and its never about me.

and it is never about who am i.

its is all about what she is.

FACE IT.

i dont want to be her.

i am not gng to be her.

i cant be her.

im not as good as her.

and most importantly,

i am not her.

ive been trying to tell you that.

but when do you ever listen?

all i can hear is that you are disappointed in me.

all i can hear is that you are angry w me.

all i can hear that im such a biatch that never listen to you.

and all she can hear is that she is a gift from above.

all she can hear is that she is the best damn thg that you have ever had.

all she can hear is that she is yout most prized possesion that you can never ask for more.

then what about me?

i love you as much as she does.

but why do you have to love her more than me?

im tired of being second.

im tired of being a shadow.

im tired of just weeeell, being her.

please.

look at me and tell me.

"you mean a hell lot to me."