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frankly, i dont even know why am i here.

to sort out my thoughts?

to really say out how i feel?

i dont really know.

i dont want to announce this to the whole world.

this is nothg to be proud of.

im afraid that once i leave the computer.

everyth wld just stop, it wld just end.

thr wld be no way for a patch up.

im afraid that this wld be the end for all the laughters tgt.

im afraid that this wld be the end for all the tears tgt.

yes im fuckg afraid.

who isnt when this is fuckgly happening to you.

im startg to thk that blogs are only here to fuckgly end everyone's life.

because, people tend to get truthful on blogs.

maybe guanlin is right, i just need to chill.

fuck im not as strong as i thought i am.