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im feelg kindof hlakjfhlkajsf now.
because im just did some hardcore mugging which i found out that it is of absolutely NO USE.

and my life is gettg stupid.
firstly,
everyth is so fucked up and pickg up the pieces are so damn difficult.
secondly,
the problem is i cant even pick up the pieces because i dont even know how.
thirdly,
and the reason that i dont know how to pick them up is because i dont know what the hell happened.

so you see why my life is gettg stupid.
i got no one to turn to because they are the people that are invovled in it.
weeeell, maybe except a few major person in my life.
BUT they are still invovled anw.

people are gettg bitchy.
this is simply just sad because i dont even thk that you halfway thr.
so why dont you just pull your panties/underwear/disposable ungarment over your head and just get on w you life and dont mess up MINE.

and hvg parents that care too much are simply annoying. they even want to control what kind of pyjamas i need to wear when im sleeping.

and exams sucks because i dont even know what combi to choose and it is totally confusing and my results sucks so i will definately get sucky combis.

and being me sucks, because i have all these problems, which might not seem to be a problem to you, THATS BECAUSE YOU HAVE NONE OF THESE PROBLEMS.

and my blog sucks. it is uninterestg and because i dont have a damn digital camera and my stupid hp just refuse to upload the pictures. and all i have to blog about is my stupid life which is gettg stupid to even update.

grrr.
and being left out sucks to high heaven.

so these are my problems.
so whenever you see my stop askg me what's my problem.
because i'd say them all out and drown you in my saliva and shit + urine.

and to that one person:
whats you fuckg problem? is saying hi to me that difficult. and look at what you are dng to your friends. no offence here, but i dont thk you deserve it. you dream? HAH, continue dreaming because you wld never ever reach that stupid thing of yours.

GAH. my psychastrist(?) lied.
ventg out my anger doesnt make me better.
it make me feel worse,
BECAUSE I HAVE TO GOUGE MYSELF W CHOCOLATES AND WHATSOEVER TO KEEP MYSELF HAPPY.
which wld lead me to a fat body that which unfortunately, the media portrays skinny people to be more of a beautiful person, and i wld be laughed at.

and then i wld go around burning plastic because since none of us want to do anyth about global warming, so what's the difference.
we are gonna die anw, so why not quicker?

then those people who like to self-mutilate whom i thk are absolutely stupid will hail me their queen/king becaues im endg their lives that they thk that is pathetic and never found out that the reason why is themselves.

BAH. life sucks.

ONE LAST THG.
NING-ER! WHR. IS. MY. BLOGSKIN? ):