\(^O^)/

okay,
since guanlin and changning accuse me of being angry on all my posts.
i shall be a happy little girl.

first thg,
I WATCHED SECRET.
in case that you are a noobgle,
HAHAA (noob + muggle),
it is the movie by jay chou.

it is SUPER NICE :D
definitely on the must watch list!

:D

yah.
and besides this,
i have nothing else to blog about because im not angry ._.
weirdness.

fine.
vhutever
and i clashed songs w eunice.
must. change. song.
HAHAHAHA

[edited/]

i finally changed song.
not that "Do You Know" aint nice,
in fact,
its one of the best songs.

but.
i guess my mood suit this song now.

okay, fine, im an emo kid again.
but you just cant help noticing all the imperfections in your life.
im not a perfectionist.
just that i expect more of myself than the others.
but is that the defination of perfectionist?

i dno what im talkg about. -.-
thr's so many thgs that i can do.
thr's just so many thgs that i can help.
thr's just so many thgs that need to be done.

but im just too lazy to bother.
thr's no stupid people, only lazy people.
thr's no ugly women, only lazy women.

bullshit.

perharps guanlin and changning are right
im just too angry.
and too emo.
about myself.
about this world.

i hate the people.

its just so hard to express how you feel now.
im not going to start on the expressing thgs agn.
i'd cry.

ive cried too much alr.
i need to stop.
i need to take time to get a grip on myself.

p.s.
you can hate me.
you can hate my blog.
this is my blog.
i write everyth that makes me shuang.
you are not me.
you don't know how i feel.
so get the hell out of my world.
i. don't. need. you.

asshole.

x

Elliot Yamin- Wait For You

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
(When) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying

Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …