15 July 2007, 5:05 PM





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i dno whether they mean it.
but im sure of one thg
they dont really care

oh yes,
they dont care.





csqvlwysweq
my whole life is coming apart




shoot me.
right thr,
let everyth get back to square one.

make me happy and make you happy


problems come crashg down,
no ways to solve it
no one to help



i need to get away
to a faraway place

i dont wanna rely on anyone now.
i gotta solve it myself.



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ive too much to care about.
too much to thk about.

sometimes it thk whether it is my fault to have so many problems w my life.

its hard to believe anymore.
sometimes you are just so tired that you wanna beg someone to kill you.


take an m16 and point it to my heart.
right thr,
and everyth wld be back to square one.

everybody wld be happy then,
why not?









this sound sadistic, i cant help it.
aftall,
my life is really falling apart.


but weeelll,
i shant go on lamentg abt my bad life.
aftall,
thr are people i can trust and love.

:D
tmr wld be btr.
i hope
tho it always get worst.

sheesh whatever.





18 going on 19.

Trying to be normal.

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