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it is one of those days agn.
life sucks, BIG TIME.

i hate the fact that my parents dn allow me to sleepover at tmr's cls outg.
i hate the fact that my sister is allowed to go out to "study" when im not even allowed to go out.
i hate the fact that i havent finished any homework and sch is reopening next next week.
i hate the fact that my knees are failing me and it feels that every step that i take is gng to kill me.
i hate the fact that my parents kept controlling me about the use of tv, computer, hp etc.etc.
i hate the fact that my parents thk that im spendg too much time on ncc and not on my studies.
i hate the fact that my parents always thk that im not dng my hw when i am.
i hate the fact that my parents are teachers becos' when IM havg a holiday, they are also havg a holiday.
i hate the fact that im not a superwoman.
i hate the fact that i have given up on those whom i once loved the most.
i hate the fact that you get into the trouble and you want me to help you solve it.
i hate the fact that people keep saying that im short even tho ive been trying to grow taller since i was p3. (PS. applicable to the BLOODY GUY only)
i hate the fact that my life isn't a comic book.
i hate the fact that i have absolutely NO CLOTHES to wear in my wardrobe.
i hate the fact that everybody compare me w my sister.
i hate the fact that whrever my sister go, i have to go w her.
i hate the fact that i dn have a life.
i hate the fact that my life isn't what i want it to be.
i hate the fact that thr are so many thgs to hate that i cant possibly list down all the thgs i hate.

I JUST HATE EVERYTH.
:O
GAH.
kill me.

O,O<---

ive got loads to say.
ive got to get this outta my mind.

to my family:

please dn compare me to my sister.
becos' SHE is the best. and IM not.
AND,
im workg hard. its just that you didn see.
WITH ALL THOSE DRINKG TEA AND VIEWG OF HOUSES.
you are missg a big part of my fuckg life.
you never knew what i need.
you never knew what i thk.
all you do is
"qwen, you thk is this nice?"
qwen this qwen that.
if you dn want my fuckg suggestions.
just dn fuckg-ly ask me.
and im not a kid anymore.
LET ME GO OUT, FOR GOODNESS SAKE.
im FOURTEEN and ive never went to sentosa w my friends before.
whats your problem about lettg me stay at home,
when you are OUT yam cha-ing?!
it doesnt make a difference.
whatever,
you dn f-ing-ly care.

to the ex. friend:

its not my problem when you get into all these shit.
you are just listeng to your "friends".
since you listen to whatever they say, what for ask me.
whenever i told you, you never listen, do you?
now that your life is screwed up,
you decided to come and screw up MY LIFE.
who was the one that say "i'll never come and find you whenever i have problems. and dn ever come to me when you have YOUR problems."
and, aye,
i never went to you w my problems becos' i have friends that love me and i love them.
you came w your pathetic screwed up life, and screw up my fuckg life.
WHATS YOUR PROBLEM EXACTLY?!
wtf.

to BLOODY GUY

so whats your problem?
WHATS YOUR PROBLEM OF CALLG ME SHORT WHEN YOU AINT THAT TALL EITHER?
wtf.
i know you are jealous of my "perfect life",
cos' its a zillion billion trillion hundred X1234567890000000 times btr than yours.
LIVE W IT.
im born this way.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
*gasp* for air aft rantg on so much.
like i said,
its one of those days.